this is what i feel like:
yes. i'm referring to the beached whale.
my clothes don't fit anymore. and i feel uncomfortable constantly.
so i got on the scale today.
flabbergasted.
i haven't seen that number in 3 years. i've gained almost 20lbs since january.
i'll admit. i turned 21. drinking puts weight on you. i started eating out constantly because nick did. and i guess i didn't realize how fast that would kill me.
i know i can get it off. and that nick is helping me buy changing how he eats too. but it's so frustrating, because i'm embarrassed by it.
how incredibly depressing.