valentines day ♥
hi there..
well today was valentines day. also known as "make single people feel like crap" day. it sucked at moments but overall it wasnt as bad as i expected. i didnt think it was possible but this valentines day was actually 1357823579237598273 x better than last years. i love my friends so much. seriously they were amazing.. i thought id feel all lonely and depressed cause i dont have a boyfriend but i actually felt really lucky to have so many awesome friends who care about me. in the end i think thats more important anyway. so that was pretty much what the whole day of school was like.. mad flowers and balloons and teddy bears and chocolates everywhere i looked. after school i hung out with shikha and we just walked around and talked. "now that we found love what are we gonna do.. with it?? "throw it away on a 'mexican'" ahh WHATTTT? jesus i adore that girl. then i just came home and relaxed for awhile which was nice.
tomorrows a half day.. theyre so pointless but whatever. i have sociology, precalc and history. but we're gonna play monopoly in history which is my favorite game so im super excited for that. i miss my biffle cause shes in florida still.. but theres only six days till she comes back lol. its weird not having her there to talk to about stuff every day. but im keeping her updated =).
school is getting on my nerves for serious. i just cant focus on it these days, especially math and physics. the only reason i managed to pay attention in mr eachus' class today was because we were talking about music and it was interesting. by the way, mr eachus totally needs to learn to play guitar. hed be the shit yo. but anyway, school is just a pain in the ass. i know i have to do it and go to college and all that crap but im just tired of it right now. i need to get it together but nothing holds my interest.
and even though my friends are AMAZING, they cant make up for everything. its been 8 months since ive had a boyfriend and i just miss being in a relationship and having someone to love. ive changed a little since the last time i tried to be all serious and i think im in a good place to try again with someone new. its just that no one really seems interested.. in this whole time ive been single no ones really acted like they liked me. except dylan, but look how he turned out. im a lot more mature and calm now and all i need is a sweet guy who i can have fun with. nothing more complicated than that. i just miss the feeling of waking up in the morning and looking forward to seeing someone.
ok, i think thats it for now.
comment if you want ♥
well today was valentines day. also known as "make single people feel like crap" day. it sucked at moments but overall it wasnt as bad as i expected. i didnt think it was possible but this valentines day was actually 1357823579237598273 x better than last years. i love my friends so much. seriously they were amazing.. i thought id feel all lonely and depressed cause i dont have a boyfriend but i actually felt really lucky to have so many awesome friends who care about me. in the end i think thats more important anyway. so that was pretty much what the whole day of school was like.. mad flowers and balloons and teddy bears and chocolates everywhere i looked. after school i hung out with shikha and we just walked around and talked. "now that we found love what are we gonna do.. with it?? "throw it away on a 'mexican'" ahh WHATTTT? jesus i adore that girl. then i just came home and relaxed for awhile which was nice.
tomorrows a half day.. theyre so pointless but whatever. i have sociology, precalc and history. but we're gonna play monopoly in history which is my favorite game so im super excited for that. i miss my biffle cause shes in florida still.. but theres only six days till she comes back lol. its weird not having her there to talk to about stuff every day. but im keeping her updated =).
school is getting on my nerves for serious. i just cant focus on it these days, especially math and physics. the only reason i managed to pay attention in mr eachus' class today was because we were talking about music and it was interesting. by the way, mr eachus totally needs to learn to play guitar. hed be the shit yo. but anyway, school is just a pain in the ass. i know i have to do it and go to college and all that crap but im just tired of it right now. i need to get it together but nothing holds my interest.
and even though my friends are AMAZING, they cant make up for everything. its been 8 months since ive had a boyfriend and i just miss being in a relationship and having someone to love. ive changed a little since the last time i tried to be all serious and i think im in a good place to try again with someone new. its just that no one really seems interested.. in this whole time ive been single no ones really acted like they liked me. except dylan, but look how he turned out. im a lot more mature and calm now and all i need is a sweet guy who i can have fun with. nothing more complicated than that. i just miss the feeling of waking up in the morning and looking forward to seeing someone.
ok, i think thats it for now.
comment if you want ♥