Apr 07, 2006 23:06
Nostalgia is pulling at my heart like invisible anchors tied to my body, keeping me from getting too far ahead of myself. The sweet memories that bring such warm joy are the same exact memories holding me below the surface {the sword has two sides}.
Surrendering; I feel powerless, in a way like never before. A leaf dancing in the direction of the wind. So light, so free. Mostly glad to be a part of such a beautiful movement.
There are pieces of you that stay with me forever.
Yes you, reading this.
Kept here, safely locked away in my heart.
There is something to love about everyone, if you look hard enough.
I am so happy, I can't hold back the tears. Every key that I press, every word that I type, every statement that I say, could never come close to describing this sensation. All of these years of pain, desperately trying to fill the void, searching for completeness, the missing part, happiness.... and it was here all along. It was here all along.
I love starting over, fresh everything &clean slate. I hope you will find room for the new Meg in your life.