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Jul 11, 2005 23:18

I'm so confused, I don't know if I should stay in madison with all my wonderful friends and suffer with my emotionally abusive father or move to NC with my mom and go through a whole bunch of bullshit to make it that my mom has full custody. I would be closer to Brian if I lived in NC, but last time I went there I was on the verge of being suicidal I was so depressed. My life is shit. There is no fucking way I can decide this tonight. My dad is going to be so pissed. So I guess i'm going to die an early death. Goodbye everyone it was nice knowing you. I'll make a will and I will include you all in it. Ok some last words:

Sarah- glad we got to be friends again before my death

Brian- I love you

JT- you rock

Natalie- your awsome
ok and everyone else, you guys rock. Except Avery, you caused hell.

Ok maybe i'm going a little to far with this, I probabley wont be killed but this is a just in case thing lol
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