10. Shiver, Heechul/Heechul
010. Shiver, Heechul/Heechul
It had been a cold day in Seoul, one of those few cold days every summer has. It was far past midnight as Heechul wandered through Seoul on his own and it was very cold. He only had a long sleeve shirt on, but he couldn't be bothered. In fact, he was so lost in thoughts that he didn't even realize the way his body objected against the sudden temperature change.
He just finished his schedules, the last being his own radio show, and because of the many people around him, he felt the need to be alone. Many thoughts were fighting to have the upper hand in his head.
Hangeng just started a solo career in China.
Kangin was going to the army.
Soon, it would be Leeteuk's and Heechul's turn to join him for two years.
Heechul wondered how the situation in Super Junior would be in a year. So much unexpected changes happened over the past year. Could they still be sure of a complete group in a few years ?
Would Hangeng, Kangin and even Kibum return at some point or was this all the beginning of the end ?
Of course SJ=SJ, they would go on forever. They all meant it when they told their fans these things, but could they make it true ?
The once so confident Kim Heechul of Super Junior, the one no one could object to, was now insecure. He couldn't handle all the thoughts in his head, the doubts and the fact that he had no idea what future would bring him. Them. Super Junior.
Suddenly a cars' loud klaxon snapped him out of his thoughts, it passed and then he noticed how cold he was. He looked around and realized he had not the slightest idea where he was. He pulled his phone out of his pocket, but with his cold fingers he could barely press any button. He manage to dial a speed-dial number, even though his mind couldn't come up with whose number was on 5 again.
“Hyung ! Where are you ?” Donghae answered after less than one ring, Heechul heard people whisper on the back and suddenly realized they were waiting for his call. They were concerned about him, one of the oldest, who just dumbly dissappeared.
“D-donghae, I'm so sorry, I don't know...” His voice was trembling and tears were welling up in his eyes.
“Hyung, hyung, it's okay ! Turn the special gps on your phone on and we'll be able to see where you are. We'll come get you immediately, okay ? Stay still where you are !” Siwon voice sounded soothing and Heechul felt his tears flowing, turning cold halfways his cheeks. The beeping sound of the phone snapped him out of it and when he saw the 'call ended' on the screen he suddenly remembered their request for him to turn the special gps on. He fumbled with his phone to find the gps and how did it work, again? But managed in the end. Within a second a request for Choi Siwon to see his location appeared and he accepted, sitting down on the pavement, waiting for his band mates to arrive.
He was still crying when they arrived, car wheels squeaking at the brisk stop they made. Ryeowook was first to jump out, immediately putting a pink fleece blanket around him.
“Oh, you guys...I'm sorry...” Heechul said, voice choked as he hugged Sungmin tightly.
“It's okay !” The younger patted his back, but Heechul couldn't be reasured.
“What kind of hyung am I ?” he mumbles, Sungmin's reply got lost in the sudden noise of a second car arriving and withing a matter of seconds he heard a voice, that was undoubtedly Leeteuk's, shout “GROUP HUG !”
The next moment he felt bodies press against him from all sides, their body heat transferring to his own body and so successfully warming him up. It only made him cry more.
“We're brother's forever, right ?!” One of them shouted, he couldn't even make out who.
“That's not a legit question !” Someone else shouted back and everyone agreed.
“We are...” Heechul suddenly began by himself.
“Super Junior-Oyeo !”
It had been a cold day in Seoul, one of those few cold days every summer has. It was far past midnight as Heechul wandered through Seoul on his own and it was very cold. He only had a long sleeve shirt on, but he couldn't be bothered. In fact, he was so lost in thoughts that he didn't even realize the way his body objected against the sudden temperature change.
He just finished his schedules, the last being his own radio show, and because of the many people around him, he felt the need to be alone. Many thoughts were fighting to have the upper hand in his head.
Hangeng just started a solo career in China.
Kangin was going to the army.
Soon, it would be Leeteuk's and Heechul's turn to join him for two years.
Heechul wondered how the situation in Super Junior would be in a year. So much unexpected changes happened over the past year. Could they still be sure of a complete group in a few years ?
Would Hangeng, Kangin and even Kibum return at some point or was this all the beginning of the end ?
Of course SJ=SJ, they would go on forever. They all meant it when they told their fans these things, but could they make it true ?
The once so confident Kim Heechul of Super Junior, the one no one could object to, was now insecure. He couldn't handle all the thoughts in his head, the doubts and the fact that he had no idea what future would bring him. Them. Super Junior.
Suddenly a cars' loud klaxon snapped him out of his thoughts, it passed and then he noticed how cold he was. He looked around and realized he had not the slightest idea where he was. He pulled his phone out of his pocket, but with his cold fingers he could barely press any button. He manage to dial a speed-dial number, even though his mind couldn't come up with whose number was on 5 again.
“Hyung ! Where are you ?” Donghae answered after less than one ring, Heechul heard people whisper on the back and suddenly realized they were waiting for his call. They were concerned about him, one of the oldest, who just dumbly dissappeared.
“D-donghae, I'm so sorry, I don't know...” His voice was trembling and tears were welling up in his eyes.
“Hyung, hyung, it's okay ! Turn the special gps on your phone on and we'll be able to see where you are. We'll come get you immediately, okay ? Stay still where you are !” Siwon voice sounded soothing and Heechul felt his tears flowing, turning cold halfways his cheeks. The beeping sound of the phone snapped him out of it and when he saw the 'call ended' on the screen he suddenly remembered their request for him to turn the special gps on. He fumbled with his phone to find the gps and how did it work, again? But managed in the end. Within a second a request for Choi Siwon to see his location appeared and he accepted, sitting down on the pavement, waiting for his band mates to arrive.
He was still crying when they arrived, car wheels squeaking at the brisk stop they made. Ryeowook was first to jump out, immediately putting a pink fleece blanket around him.
“Oh, you guys...I'm sorry...” Heechul said, voice choked as he hugged Sungmin tightly.
“It's okay !” The younger patted his back, but Heechul couldn't be reasured.
“What kind of hyung am I ?” he mumbles, Sungmin's reply got lost in the sudden noise of a second car arriving and withing a matter of seconds he heard a voice, that was undoubtedly Leeteuk's, shout “GROUP HUG !”
The next moment he felt bodies press against him from all sides, their body heat transferring to his own body and so successfully warming him up. It only made him cry more.
“We're brother's forever, right ?!” One of them shouted, he couldn't even make out who.
“That's not a legit question !” Someone else shouted back and everyone agreed.
“We are...” Heechul suddenly began by himself.
“Super Junior-Oyeo !”