Jul 27, 2005 10:56
these past few days have been insanity
work is so stressful
but i love it... does that make sense?
i've learned...
how to not take customers' hostility personally
to count pills and fill the bottles
how to use the smart cabinet
how to find each med. on the shelves
how to use the RX2000
how to print prescription receipts
etc...
i love how everyday i learn how to say a new med. name
some of the names are crazy
thus, i love learning
it's amazing, such a high pressure job and i still love it
when i get home i am really tired, but it is all worth it
two horrible things happened at work the past couple of days (i might be exaggerating?)
but i don't feel like explaining
god is truely testing me to see how much i can take
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i don't have a car anymore
benzy is dead, gone, kaputz
i love that car, but the air-conditioning doesn't work
the engine overheats
the lock system is broken, thus why i have to open the car from the back
i've come to terms with the fact that i don't really need a car because i'm going to school soon
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my dad is having surgery tomorrow
replacing his pace-maker
or else, how he puts it, he'll just turn off like a robot
well he is officially retired aug. 14
retired at 44
damn, it seems almost like it was planned
my father has done so much
and now he is retired and comfortable
not because he wants to, but because he has to
this week alone:
monday: 5-9am dialysis
tuesday: 7-4am infusion @ mount siani hospital in NY
wednesday: 5-9am dialysis
thursday: surgery
friday: recovery and dialysis
i would explain what dialysis is, but i've explained it too many times
it is easier when i say it verbally
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gheese i have so much to say, but no energy
i wish i could type more, but i'm tired
if only someone could follow me and write down everything that happens in one day