iamonvacationn
im in brooklyn right now. i didn't know i'd be in brooklyn, but last night my parentals were like "oh ps, after the wedding we're going to we're staying in brooklyn. the wedding was in queens and at first i wanted to kill myself, but then it wound up being areally fun wedding, even tho i couldnt dance cuz a fucking truck ran over my foot the other day (long story, but im okay and no broken bones, just kind of pained).
OHHHHH BUT i did find out that because i got a student travel loan, i can actually QUIT borders and work less and have a real summer where im not working because i dont want to be and not cuz im unhealthy and working cuz i want to be and not because i NEED themoney desperately. i do like the feeling of having all this money in my bank tho. i dont want to go out and blow it on some stupid shit tho (mmm tho i do need to buy a digicam, cuz the one on my dvcam SUCKS). maybe i'll just save it for christmas or w/e. okay shut up me. im not going to think about it, i'm just going to let it sit until i NEED it and not blow it all on dumb shit like im so good at. some ppl have gambling addictions--i have a shopping one. whenever im at the mall i buy SOMETHING and it makes me feel fulfilled. i dunno im gay like that. im getting my belly repierced this week, and im really excited cuz i miss having it done. i was thinking about redoing my nose too but im not sure. it looked good on me and all but i dunno i got to think about it some more, tho that scares me too cuz i know i'll be in the shop and totally be like "uhhh, while im here, can i get this done..and that." w/e piercings are cool...unless they are gross and look like they should be whacked off your face or like a form of torture. this vacation to cape may will be good for me. besides my foot being hurty, my mono has gone bye bye and i feel healthy again for the first time in a lonnnnng time and i get to enjoy that health on a vacationnnnnn. i also have a lot to just take a break from and some to think about, but im optimistic to be honest. i don't want to get to personal, i just think that the rest of the summer is going to be a blast, and i can't wait to have the time i was expecting when i ended last semester. :)
OHHHHH BUT i did find out that because i got a student travel loan, i can actually QUIT borders and work less and have a real summer where im not working because i dont want to be and not cuz im unhealthy and working cuz i want to be and not because i NEED themoney desperately. i do like the feeling of having all this money in my bank tho. i dont want to go out and blow it on some stupid shit tho (mmm tho i do need to buy a digicam, cuz the one on my dvcam SUCKS). maybe i'll just save it for christmas or w/e. okay shut up me. im not going to think about it, i'm just going to let it sit until i NEED it and not blow it all on dumb shit like im so good at. some ppl have gambling addictions--i have a shopping one. whenever im at the mall i buy SOMETHING and it makes me feel fulfilled. i dunno im gay like that. im getting my belly repierced this week, and im really excited cuz i miss having it done. i was thinking about redoing my nose too but im not sure. it looked good on me and all but i dunno i got to think about it some more, tho that scares me too cuz i know i'll be in the shop and totally be like "uhhh, while im here, can i get this done..and that." w/e piercings are cool...unless they are gross and look like they should be whacked off your face or like a form of torture. this vacation to cape may will be good for me. besides my foot being hurty, my mono has gone bye bye and i feel healthy again for the first time in a lonnnnng time and i get to enjoy that health on a vacationnnnnn. i also have a lot to just take a break from and some to think about, but im optimistic to be honest. i don't want to get to personal, i just think that the rest of the summer is going to be a blast, and i can't wait to have the time i was expecting when i ended last semester. :)