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Feb 02, 2007 22:08

my life is fucking over
i have spent pretty much my whole life training for the military. its the only reason i stayed away from alcohol, cigarettes and drugs. i stayed away from parties and stop hanging around certain people because of it. the only reason i haven't punched out half of the people.all of it for fucking for nothing and i get a letter saying i'm not aloud in cause i tried to kill myself when i was fucking 14. i mean i've marched 8km in 38 degree weather with no water on holidays i got myself out of bed and swam 600m in full fatigues in water that was fucking 10 degrees all for fucking nothing i can tell you the m4 has two variants the m4a1 and the m4a2 both of them weigh 2.52kg's both have an averae of 700rpm and a muzzle velocity 905m/s m4a1 can fire semi-automatic
or three round burst but the m4a2 can fire full-automatic or semi automatic so it has a heavyier barrel to try and reduce recoil it has a maxium effected range of 300m but most efficent range of 150m so is used by the SAS in close combat. the f-88 austeyr rifle is the main weapon by ADF and everyone in thew ADF has to learn how to fire it. it comes attachment that can turn it into a fully automatic machine gun able to fire 1,000 rpm and also can be equipt with longer barrel for marksmen missions but usually has a maxium effective range of 500m and weighs 3.6kg both the m4 and f-88 can be equipt with grenade launchers, different scope including night vision and infared, they can be equipt with advance light optics used for looking around corners and also additional lasers but why the fuck would that matter cause i tried to OD 2 years ago
there is only so much i person can take and it think i am nearly at breaking i swear to fucking god.
anwyaz enough from me
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