digging a hole... yes i know
Minus the puking last night and the night before I am soo content with this... well sorta, i have it in the back of my head that I may just be a thing but everything is so good when together that I don't really care. I love how someone always forgets something... its like an excuse to keep seeing each other. Planned or not planned i dont mind. Its just interesting how everything works with this one. The 10 hrs i spent with him today/yesterday was amazing, i have never had so much attraction to someone for so long, where its not only physical but emotional as well and all the faults sort of disappear in his large brown eyes. How just one look and he can tell what im thinking and feeling, and the fact that i know how to make him twitch. How just laying with him after my shower with him just lightly rubbing my back puts me in such a good place. Gah what am i doing, as much as I know whats going on i cant seem to pull myself away, whatever it will end with me getting hurt but what else is new.