Sep 23, 2005 16:34
o boy, i wish i could say i was as happy now as i was in the beginning. Im not.
here's the breakdown:
Roomate = psycho...ya i know...she's currently giving me the silent treatment. Ya i guess we cant just be civil. Then i told her that i would be moving out soon. and she was like "You cant move unless you get someone to replace you on the lease." BITCH! she wasnt like nice about er even civil, it was kinda like "haha, you cant leave, na na na na na nah!" theres no need for us to make each other lives a living hell for the next month. But i may just have to kill the bitch. Serioiusly if i got away with it....i could move out with no worries. grrrrrr.
I lost my job yesterday...meh...$6.75/hr...im not shedding to many tears over it. I started a new/better job today. crazyness. it's stressful, but what job isn't. and it on my time so i can make as much money as i want to / hour as i want. hard to explain.
My girlfriend is kind of a wack job...so i kinda stopped talking to her...hmmm
And my boyfriend is "dissappointed" in him self becasue he got really trashed at my house a few nights ago, and he doesnt wanna be a bad influense on anyone (me +/or his sisters)he keeps going on about it...ahhhhh....no thank you
mostly everyone just needs to fuck off....i miss my mommy and daddy....and i miss NH...a lot. im sure its hard to understand, but MASS sux ass. $5.50 for cigs. kill me now.
i try to think of something to do, or someone to chill with, and theres no one down here. i'd much rather move to GEORGIA so i'm far enough away from my skeletons. and im not tempted to visit them.
basically if you're someone that cares enough to read this, i miss you. Not to many people do, but i know who you are. I wish i could be there instead of here. for some reason this reminds me of telemarketing...death pulling down my soul...
Love always
Angelina Maria