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i just had the most amazing weekend with my family; it was the break i should have had between spring and summer A. i got to see everyone except jaime bc he wasnt in town. i got to hang out with my parents a lot bc they took off work. i got to eat amazing food and it was just wonderful. it was like it should be.
i did chores and i didnt care. it was like i wanted to do them bc they reminded me of normal times. i want to go back to that. i want my summer back. i want to work at AKs. i want to be tan and not go to the gym and feel fat and love the kid with the gf at camp.
i am doing well in school as i should be but i dont want to be here. everyone is coming home from out of the country this summer and i will miss them bc i am here.
i feel so left out. every summer i was in a different area code then everyone else.
i hope hope hope and pray that angie can be my roomie and then i think life will be good.
i am also thinking of quitting my job so that i can go home more often.
i wish the house was open and my girls were back.
most of all, i miss my mom and i cry everytime i hear her voice.
i did chores and i didnt care. it was like i wanted to do them bc they reminded me of normal times. i want to go back to that. i want my summer back. i want to work at AKs. i want to be tan and not go to the gym and feel fat and love the kid with the gf at camp.
i am doing well in school as i should be but i dont want to be here. everyone is coming home from out of the country this summer and i will miss them bc i am here.
i feel so left out. every summer i was in a different area code then everyone else.
i hope hope hope and pray that angie can be my roomie and then i think life will be good.
i am also thinking of quitting my job so that i can go home more often.
i wish the house was open and my girls were back.
most of all, i miss my mom and i cry everytime i hear her voice.