May 11, 2008 21:17
i hate hate hate my summer living situation. i wish wish wish the house was open. i hate having to drive to campus and cook my own food and not have all my girls. i feel so lonely.
my friends have come through rather amazingly. they always pick up the phone and listen. it is nice to know that they are in the same boat as me. i am hoping this summer turns out well. i am already counting the days down until fall when i can party and be in the house again.
thank goodness for my lil and ari and staci being here over the summer.
ps i just finished my first homework assignment of the summer. yea, did pretty bad.
i wish i could be at home, with my mom for mother's day, working at AK, being tan and blonde with the hot kid and working with russ and zach. i wish the only reason i was miserable is bc i dont have a gym membership. i wish i was bored at home with my family. i want to hang out with my brothers and jaime and aaron and zach. i wnna bake for my drunk family.
i keep telling myself that this will all be worth it bc will be employed when i graduate but then i might have a shitty living arrangement again. i really wnna live at home!