the world makes a mockery of me
so yesterday, after i picked up my mom from work, i decided to go running bf i would hang out with xtina. i am almost to mariana's house when a white truck yells at me, "tyson", and then procedes to pull over and talk to me.
hey? how are you? what are you doing?
(what does it look like i am doing?)
you look like you are really winded/out of shape/tired. you seem to be walking now.
(thanks a lot asshole.)
i just say your brother driving down 77th.
yea, he works at keg south. he was on his way to work.
why does he work at keg south?
well, he loves it and he makes a lot of money. what were you doing?
going to my friend's house to drop something off. where were you running from? how much farther are you going to go?
idk like 3 miles. i got to go. (and i went off running).
seems as if telling him twice that i never wanted to speak to him again wasnt clear enough. idk what to do about this kid...
so the rest of the run, i was in a really bad mood and could not concentrate. part of me was sick to my stomach but idk if thats bc i suck at running. i was also super paranoid the rest of the run that he would circle and try to watch me again. so everytime a car drove by, i made sure it wasnt him.
so i came home, told my mom and she said, he is such an idiot. does he think that if he is rude and mean to girls that they will like him? what an idiot! lauren, you need to carry your cell when you go running.
the rest of the day i was anxiously checking my phone and facebook; i was ready for some stupid, childish voicemail, call, or message from him. surprisingly, almost 24hours later, nothing. which kind of scares me; do i really look that bad when i run? (lol; i wasnt wearing makeup and i was probably red as shit).
then i got to thinking even more. if this turned him off, maybe i should have looked like shit and go running earlier during our chaos, or maybe he just hasnt responded yet and i need to wait like 2 months and then i will get a spontaneous message.
everytime i get a boy out of my life, they come back. less than a few days ago, nicely was in town and ran into russ at the keg and they were "cool". but i mean, between a few days to have that many guys in my past resurface is just too much for me. i cannot wait to go back to gainesville and take advantage of more frat boys and never learn their names.
hey? how are you? what are you doing?
(what does it look like i am doing?)
you look like you are really winded/out of shape/tired. you seem to be walking now.
(thanks a lot asshole.)
i just say your brother driving down 77th.
yea, he works at keg south. he was on his way to work.
why does he work at keg south?
well, he loves it and he makes a lot of money. what were you doing?
going to my friend's house to drop something off. where were you running from? how much farther are you going to go?
idk like 3 miles. i got to go. (and i went off running).
seems as if telling him twice that i never wanted to speak to him again wasnt clear enough. idk what to do about this kid...
so the rest of the run, i was in a really bad mood and could not concentrate. part of me was sick to my stomach but idk if thats bc i suck at running. i was also super paranoid the rest of the run that he would circle and try to watch me again. so everytime a car drove by, i made sure it wasnt him.
so i came home, told my mom and she said, he is such an idiot. does he think that if he is rude and mean to girls that they will like him? what an idiot! lauren, you need to carry your cell when you go running.
the rest of the day i was anxiously checking my phone and facebook; i was ready for some stupid, childish voicemail, call, or message from him. surprisingly, almost 24hours later, nothing. which kind of scares me; do i really look that bad when i run? (lol; i wasnt wearing makeup and i was probably red as shit).
then i got to thinking even more. if this turned him off, maybe i should have looked like shit and go running earlier during our chaos, or maybe he just hasnt responded yet and i need to wait like 2 months and then i will get a spontaneous message.
everytime i get a boy out of my life, they come back. less than a few days ago, nicely was in town and ran into russ at the keg and they were "cool". but i mean, between a few days to have that many guys in my past resurface is just too much for me. i cannot wait to go back to gainesville and take advantage of more frat boys and never learn their names.