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i did a dumb thing.
i called him, told him i had feelings for him. he said it was mutual. i believed him.
calls me yesterday, we go to a party together.
he barely speaks to me.
so awkward.
i get WASTED.
he says he is tired and wants to go him.
his brother and his best friend tell me to go talk to him.
useless.
i start bawling. i am inconsolable.
everyone at the party knows i am crying. i am so embarassed. there is mascara all overmy face.
a girl comes over and talks to me, she was like, i knew this was going to happen.
what do you mean you knew this was going to happen?
he has been talking to a 17 y.o. girl at the same time. the same shit, lets get married, all the same specific shit. ALL the same.
you are almost 23 y.o. fucking loser
but i feel even dumber for believing it. i cannot believe i was so naive and believed him.
i deleted his number, we are no longer speaking.
i wasted way too much time. 2 fucking years.
mother fucker.
i am so hungover right now; i never get hungover.
i called him, told him i had feelings for him. he said it was mutual. i believed him.
calls me yesterday, we go to a party together.
he barely speaks to me.
so awkward.
i get WASTED.
he says he is tired and wants to go him.
his brother and his best friend tell me to go talk to him.
useless.
i start bawling. i am inconsolable.
everyone at the party knows i am crying. i am so embarassed. there is mascara all overmy face.
a girl comes over and talks to me, she was like, i knew this was going to happen.
what do you mean you knew this was going to happen?
he has been talking to a 17 y.o. girl at the same time. the same shit, lets get married, all the same specific shit. ALL the same.
you are almost 23 y.o. fucking loser
but i feel even dumber for believing it. i cannot believe i was so naive and believed him.
i deleted his number, we are no longer speaking.
i wasted way too much time. 2 fucking years.
mother fucker.
i am so hungover right now; i never get hungover.