Tip of the day: The glass is always half full
Yay! This is my first time using live journal... I've wanted it for soo long. Right now I really should be doing all my homework, but instead im pushing it off until the last possible moment... then I will hit myself, but oh well, thinking in the present is the best way. Well to anyone that may not know me that well, here is the good in my life...
1. I have 4 wonderful best friends that are amazing (but I really do want more, and I STRONGLY think that our grade needs to stop being so clicky, we should all be friends because everyone's really fun and cool, as of what I know right now)
2. This marking period I got a 4.0, yes me Molly Ruttkay, got straight A's! Its very hard to believe, hell I hardly do, but hell yea go me!
3. I made lax, which I'm very bad, but day to day I notice minor improvements... at least I can finally catch the ball. And I absolutely loooove the girls on the team, all the older girls are so much fun, so friendly, and so funny. Not only the older ones, but also the girls in my grade... I love Jessie Eular, she's a sweetheart. Also Allison, I wish I knew her better, but I think she's just shy. Katie Miller is the bomb... but you must be in energetic mood or else she may drive ya nuts. Of course last but not least all the developmental girls (who for the most part are better than me and should be on the team) such as Erica and Sarah and Molly Z. But I can't deny the fact that I soo juiced that Jen and Jean got moved up! Hell yea girls!
4. I don't have a boyfriend, and yes this is a good thing. Although I look at all the couples around me, I must say that there are NO guys in our school, and if I were to devote all my time to one person it would just be a waste of my time. (Except for some certain boys, no need to mention names, but we all know them and all know I nor most girls could ever get them.) So for now it's all about being single, until I find that boy that I fall head over heals over. I do want a really really super good guy friend though.
5. My relationship with each and everyone of my family members is so awsome right now. I would also like to add Cornelia to my family category. She's the bomb and I hope my brother marrys her because a) she's a keeper and I don't think he'll find anyone better and b) I want her to be my sister. Also, my own sister has been really sweet recently and left me the BEST note the last time she was home.
6. My moot knows me and Carissa are best friends, always have been, and will always be, has come to terms with that, and more than approves of our friendship! Hell yea... what a load off.
7. My good health and all the great things I take for granted. Here's a helpful hint to anyone that is reading this: Please take time out of your day, especially when you are bitching about your life... to stop and think how much better your situation is than probably most of the people you surroud yourself with daily. You may be fat, but there is always somebody fatter. You may be stupid and not understand anything in school, but there will always be someone that has absolutely NO CLUE! As my subject says, the glass is half full.
But who am I kidding... of course there is always stuff that you think is wrong, so for your enjoyment, and for yourself to feel better about yourself by comparing... I shall list the negatives in my life currently.
1. My social life has gone down drastically recently. No joke every weekend me and Jeanna come home to my house with our Chipotle and sometimes movies, and sit in my sisters bed and talk. Don't get me wrong my talks with Jeanna are the BEST EVER and I guarentee that no one out there will ever find a person that relates to you nearly as much as Jeanna and I do to each other. But with that said, I miss my going out EVERY friday and saturday night without question and having tons of fun, so that kinda sucks.
2. I know I said I didn't want a boyfriend, well I don't because of the whole theres no one in our fucking school that I would want as one, but I do want someone to come along where we are perfect for eachother and LOOVE to hang out with all the time, almost like my soulmate... I think that looks like the most amazing thing in the world, basically I want to be in love.
3. I want Dan back as a friend! I miss him sooo much. I hate that shit had to change between us, but it did. Hopefully soon it will be back like it was, but probably not in the near future. To add to Dan, I want Tim back, he seems like almost a whole other person now, but we used to be so close, and I loved him, he was the best. He says he loves me so much still... but if he did wouldn't he at least acknowledge me when he sees me? Oh well it just sucks.
4. Now for the body (you knew it was comin): I need boob implants and a nose job, then I'd be set... a tan would be nice too, but that's a stretch.
5. Last, but certainly not least... It breaks my heart every single day to know that people in Iraq, whether it be people fighting on the US side, on the Iraqi side, or especially the innocent civilians that are being killed at a drastic rate. It's just not fair. What is this all for? Peace? Correct me if I'm wrong but violence is the opposite of peace. We should be the ones setting the example here. I will stop talking about this because it's putting me in a bad mood, but it's just so tragic.
*For an update incase people aren't up to speed... We killed 6 innocent journalists the other day because we, no... the US, by saying we includes me being associated for this massicar, thought they were snipers. Also, we bombed the Arab news network, yes the only one that gave us news, not bullshit propaganda, by "accident"... I personally think we should make sure we're bombing the right place before we go off bombing a building and killing many innocent people. There is much more, but really i just can't talk about it anymore*
On another note, my life at this moment is alright. Not great, but not bad, I realize im super fortunate and I thank God everyday for that.
Well that's my life in a nutshell in case no one knew... I'm gonna go get started on my work, yes now I'm at the point where I'm sooo mad at myslef. Oh well goodnight all, I look forward to writing everyday, even if no one reads them.
Quote of the day: "There is no such thing as a good war or a bad peace."
-Benjamin Franklin
Tip of the day: Always see the world and your life as if the glass were half full.
1. I have 4 wonderful best friends that are amazing (but I really do want more, and I STRONGLY think that our grade needs to stop being so clicky, we should all be friends because everyone's really fun and cool, as of what I know right now)
2. This marking period I got a 4.0, yes me Molly Ruttkay, got straight A's! Its very hard to believe, hell I hardly do, but hell yea go me!
3. I made lax, which I'm very bad, but day to day I notice minor improvements... at least I can finally catch the ball. And I absolutely loooove the girls on the team, all the older girls are so much fun, so friendly, and so funny. Not only the older ones, but also the girls in my grade... I love Jessie Eular, she's a sweetheart. Also Allison, I wish I knew her better, but I think she's just shy. Katie Miller is the bomb... but you must be in energetic mood or else she may drive ya nuts. Of course last but not least all the developmental girls (who for the most part are better than me and should be on the team) such as Erica and Sarah and Molly Z. But I can't deny the fact that I soo juiced that Jen and Jean got moved up! Hell yea girls!
4. I don't have a boyfriend, and yes this is a good thing. Although I look at all the couples around me, I must say that there are NO guys in our school, and if I were to devote all my time to one person it would just be a waste of my time. (Except for some certain boys, no need to mention names, but we all know them and all know I nor most girls could ever get them.) So for now it's all about being single, until I find that boy that I fall head over heals over. I do want a really really super good guy friend though.
5. My relationship with each and everyone of my family members is so awsome right now. I would also like to add Cornelia to my family category. She's the bomb and I hope my brother marrys her because a) she's a keeper and I don't think he'll find anyone better and b) I want her to be my sister. Also, my own sister has been really sweet recently and left me the BEST note the last time she was home.
6. My moot knows me and Carissa are best friends, always have been, and will always be, has come to terms with that, and more than approves of our friendship! Hell yea... what a load off.
7. My good health and all the great things I take for granted. Here's a helpful hint to anyone that is reading this: Please take time out of your day, especially when you are bitching about your life... to stop and think how much better your situation is than probably most of the people you surroud yourself with daily. You may be fat, but there is always somebody fatter. You may be stupid and not understand anything in school, but there will always be someone that has absolutely NO CLUE! As my subject says, the glass is half full.
But who am I kidding... of course there is always stuff that you think is wrong, so for your enjoyment, and for yourself to feel better about yourself by comparing... I shall list the negatives in my life currently.
1. My social life has gone down drastically recently. No joke every weekend me and Jeanna come home to my house with our Chipotle and sometimes movies, and sit in my sisters bed and talk. Don't get me wrong my talks with Jeanna are the BEST EVER and I guarentee that no one out there will ever find a person that relates to you nearly as much as Jeanna and I do to each other. But with that said, I miss my going out EVERY friday and saturday night without question and having tons of fun, so that kinda sucks.
2. I know I said I didn't want a boyfriend, well I don't because of the whole theres no one in our fucking school that I would want as one, but I do want someone to come along where we are perfect for eachother and LOOVE to hang out with all the time, almost like my soulmate... I think that looks like the most amazing thing in the world, basically I want to be in love.
3. I want Dan back as a friend! I miss him sooo much. I hate that shit had to change between us, but it did. Hopefully soon it will be back like it was, but probably not in the near future. To add to Dan, I want Tim back, he seems like almost a whole other person now, but we used to be so close, and I loved him, he was the best. He says he loves me so much still... but if he did wouldn't he at least acknowledge me when he sees me? Oh well it just sucks.
4. Now for the body (you knew it was comin): I need boob implants and a nose job, then I'd be set... a tan would be nice too, but that's a stretch.
5. Last, but certainly not least... It breaks my heart every single day to know that people in Iraq, whether it be people fighting on the US side, on the Iraqi side, or especially the innocent civilians that are being killed at a drastic rate. It's just not fair. What is this all for? Peace? Correct me if I'm wrong but violence is the opposite of peace. We should be the ones setting the example here. I will stop talking about this because it's putting me in a bad mood, but it's just so tragic.
*For an update incase people aren't up to speed... We killed 6 innocent journalists the other day because we, no... the US, by saying we includes me being associated for this massicar, thought they were snipers. Also, we bombed the Arab news network, yes the only one that gave us news, not bullshit propaganda, by "accident"... I personally think we should make sure we're bombing the right place before we go off bombing a building and killing many innocent people. There is much more, but really i just can't talk about it anymore*
On another note, my life at this moment is alright. Not great, but not bad, I realize im super fortunate and I thank God everyday for that.
Well that's my life in a nutshell in case no one knew... I'm gonna go get started on my work, yes now I'm at the point where I'm sooo mad at myslef. Oh well goodnight all, I look forward to writing everyday, even if no one reads them.
Quote of the day: "There is no such thing as a good war or a bad peace."
-Benjamin Franklin
Tip of the day: Always see the world and your life as if the glass were half full.