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I started brooks this week. i had orientation and all that jazz. its a nice campus and every one is super nice. Very exciting times. For the amount of happyness i have ejoyed lately theres still lots of sadness. Late at night espcialy i start overthinking things and picture stuff in my head that i dont want to see. I remember things i dont want to remember. Then i go to bed and dream about it and it becomes real agian. then i wake up feeling like shit. i hate my dreams. i saw the grudge with bonnie tonight. shes awsome. i always have nightmares after scary movies. I guess it will be a nice change from the depressing crap i dream about now.