Little stuff... She dont call little stuff.

[mufasa_is_god]

These past couple of weeks have been the worst days of my life, so far. But it looks like things are finally starting to turn around. I could be making a million mistakes, but im happy doing it

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[frenchkisd___x]

You make me cry Krista.
I haven`t started anything with you,
talked bad about you, nor started any drama
with you what so ever. But you still treat me like
you`ve never even talked to me before in your life.
Like we`ve never had good times. I`m scared to
talk to you, thinking that you`ll just blow me off,
so I get all weird around you like I`m walking on egg shells
and I need to watch what I say. And I hate that. I hate that you
me and Kelly don`t hang out anymore, and I hate that we don`t blame
things on the cat anymore. I miss you so much. And I hope you miss me just as much. But you don`t show it. And it really hurts. I feel like you`ve died, but really you`re right next to me everyday. Still breathing. Just not showing any emotions tawrds me. And I never really understood why. If you don`t like me anymore because
I pushed you too hard then I`m sorry, I just didn`t want to see you
hurt in any kind of way. I`m a pusher, it`s just kinda what I do.
I`m sorry if I`ve done anything to offend you, or to make you not want to be my friend. But tell me if I did do something, cause it`s been so long and I`m sick of having to guess. And I`m sick of having a "best friend" in my lunch, that I don`t even talk to.

I don`t know what to say, But I had to say something.
I love you Krista, I really do. And if not being my friend is
what is best for you, then so be it.

Hey, we`ll always have our memories.

[a_silent_yell]

I just wanted to tell you, you have very nice grammer LMAO sorry I couldnt stop myself back to serious you go

[anti_plastic]

tru-dat
<3

[mufasa_is_god]

I dont really want to get all into this but i miss blaming shit on the cat too. Honestly, I miss a lot of things & its pretty dumb we dont speak. But i feel like if i give you my whole explanation and theory and everything behind all this we'll both end up wasting our time in a stupid little argument; you'll end up thinking im close-minded and ignorant, so i liek i said i dont really want to get into it. But i dont hate you, i just think we are definitly going our separate ways, its sad, i miss it all, but i cant have it all, people do change, become themselves, and develop interests in different things but one thing we'll always have is snowboarding... :D!

[frenchkisd___x]

Actually, this, like many other things you dont know about me.. I`m not snowboarding this year.
Yah, I`m going a few days, but not hardcore like last year. And I`m still the same stinkin immigrant you met in Mrs.Irish`s class, -the ghettow. I`m not going anyway. I just want us all to be friends again. But I know that won`t happen, so... I`m pushin for me and you to be normal again. I`m sure you don`t want to get into it, but I know we need to talk about it. Cause just out of nowhere, like a bat out of hell, we stopped talking, and I was all "wassup wit that yo?!" I dunno. But I hope time will make everything work out. <3

[mufasa_is_god]

ACTUALLY! i did hear that you werent snowboarding this year and i was all like "nahhh she b durr." But uhm, nvm. What is the reason for this madness??

Yeahh..im thinkin time...<3

[frenchkisd___x]

Um, save money for my parents, issues with Teddy and I, Vball and soccer, wanting to catch up on some other things. I`m still going though, just no season pass. And my friend, I think the chair lift ecxercises, "I`ll be" singalongs, and Quarter mile races are calling our names.

Oh and the idea of making cookies after,
let`s make those cookies brownies, and I`m in.