more life changing choices = death to snoo snoo.....
Ugh, yeah I know, I don't update enough. Yes, I know I will be going to the special hell for neglecting my LiveJournal.
Anyways, enough dramatics, Pretty much here is the inside scoop of my head. I have a few choices, which will be life changing choices. The question is what am I to do with my life. Yeah, again a big one. Rather what i want to do, more so with do I want to stick with my current college or transfer to a different college.
1) The first choice is to stay in Phoenix, continue to go to school at UAT, live with my roommates till the lease is up in October, and figure things out from there. However, for almost 1 1/2 years, I been doing badly at school and life. I blame myself, but I know that my roommates do cause a lot of "distractions" that defiantly get in the way of school. I can just move into my own place, breaking my part of the lease is free, but I will be going to UAT with the increase in tuition ($7,900 per semester). And the tuition, I am barely able to afford anymore. So not sure, what to do here. My roommates, don't care anymore, they cause me enough headacks for a lifetime that well im done with them. So it’s really just what do I want to do. Although, there are a few friends that I would miss delay, even if some we don't talk anymore, Tom Gordon, Maurice, Steve and Jeremy. They where all cool dudes, and had fun hanging out with them, but I need to figure out what I want now.
2) The next choice is to move back to Milwaukee, and live with my mom for a few months. Live there, find a job, get a car, then hopefully my own place, by the time I start school in the fall. This would allow me to chill with my friends up here, which would be cool, but truth be told, I think I grew up. Its not that I don't like them anymore, and I do have a lot of fun when we hang out, but it’s just sometimes seems mind numbing to be around. A few people have been cool to chill with, Trish, Fitz, and Steve, just to name a few. But I just feel like im going back to high school, and well it’s getting a bit old. I still like kicking back and playing D&D and the card games with them, but not all the time. Another thing that I kind of don't want to move up here, is I will be living with my mom, and while I love her dearly, I just need my own place. I could not live here anymore. I am here for a month and a week in, im already just blah. I don't know. This choice would be the best financially for me, but still not sure. As for schooling goes, my sister goes to UWM, and it was suggested that I go there too. I feel selfish, but I want to go to my own school, and such. There are other fine universities to go near Milwaukee, but I need to do more research. On top of everything, I would not be starting over, it would be just moving back to my old life, that I don't like.
3) The third option is the most appealing to me, since I been thinking of it for a while now. Move to San Francisco, San Diego, Seattle, or even Chicago. Just move to a different city, and really just start over. New school, new place of residence, and well different city. San Francisco is really the choice city, because I fell in love of the city every time I go there. I know it cliché for a Homosexual to move to San Fran, but I really do love the city. I don't know what schools to go to, if I choose this, but I do know that everything would be expensive. Getting an apartment, and such, I know would be hard, but I really would like to do this. I will be moving out on my own, probley get my own apartment, which would be living on my own. Which does scares me, because I always lived with roommates, but I know I could do it.
So im at a fork in the road, not sure to take a left, right, up, down, or such. Right now, I just want someone to tell me what to do. But I know I have to think it though. I need to decide within a week or two, because I want to formulate a plan by the first of 2007, and really stick to it. Any advice anyone? If you live in any of the cities, please tell me what you think of them, both the good and the bad, just cuz I am really clueless right now. Anyways, thanks for listing, kind of need to get this off my chest. Tried talking my mom to it, and well she rather watch her TV show, instead, but I understand, she wants me to figure it out. And as always, sorry for the grammar and spelling. Yeah I know, im going to the special special part of hell...
Justin
Anyways, enough dramatics, Pretty much here is the inside scoop of my head. I have a few choices, which will be life changing choices. The question is what am I to do with my life. Yeah, again a big one. Rather what i want to do, more so with do I want to stick with my current college or transfer to a different college.
1) The first choice is to stay in Phoenix, continue to go to school at UAT, live with my roommates till the lease is up in October, and figure things out from there. However, for almost 1 1/2 years, I been doing badly at school and life. I blame myself, but I know that my roommates do cause a lot of "distractions" that defiantly get in the way of school. I can just move into my own place, breaking my part of the lease is free, but I will be going to UAT with the increase in tuition ($7,900 per semester). And the tuition, I am barely able to afford anymore. So not sure, what to do here. My roommates, don't care anymore, they cause me enough headacks for a lifetime that well im done with them. So it’s really just what do I want to do. Although, there are a few friends that I would miss delay, even if some we don't talk anymore, Tom Gordon, Maurice, Steve and Jeremy. They where all cool dudes, and had fun hanging out with them, but I need to figure out what I want now.
2) The next choice is to move back to Milwaukee, and live with my mom for a few months. Live there, find a job, get a car, then hopefully my own place, by the time I start school in the fall. This would allow me to chill with my friends up here, which would be cool, but truth be told, I think I grew up. Its not that I don't like them anymore, and I do have a lot of fun when we hang out, but it’s just sometimes seems mind numbing to be around. A few people have been cool to chill with, Trish, Fitz, and Steve, just to name a few. But I just feel like im going back to high school, and well it’s getting a bit old. I still like kicking back and playing D&D and the card games with them, but not all the time. Another thing that I kind of don't want to move up here, is I will be living with my mom, and while I love her dearly, I just need my own place. I could not live here anymore. I am here for a month and a week in, im already just blah. I don't know. This choice would be the best financially for me, but still not sure. As for schooling goes, my sister goes to UWM, and it was suggested that I go there too. I feel selfish, but I want to go to my own school, and such. There are other fine universities to go near Milwaukee, but I need to do more research. On top of everything, I would not be starting over, it would be just moving back to my old life, that I don't like.
3) The third option is the most appealing to me, since I been thinking of it for a while now. Move to San Francisco, San Diego, Seattle, or even Chicago. Just move to a different city, and really just start over. New school, new place of residence, and well different city. San Francisco is really the choice city, because I fell in love of the city every time I go there. I know it cliché for a Homosexual to move to San Fran, but I really do love the city. I don't know what schools to go to, if I choose this, but I do know that everything would be expensive. Getting an apartment, and such, I know would be hard, but I really would like to do this. I will be moving out on my own, probley get my own apartment, which would be living on my own. Which does scares me, because I always lived with roommates, but I know I could do it.
So im at a fork in the road, not sure to take a left, right, up, down, or such. Right now, I just want someone to tell me what to do. But I know I have to think it though. I need to decide within a week or two, because I want to formulate a plan by the first of 2007, and really stick to it. Any advice anyone? If you live in any of the cities, please tell me what you think of them, both the good and the bad, just cuz I am really clueless right now. Anyways, thanks for listing, kind of need to get this off my chest. Tried talking my mom to it, and well she rather watch her TV show, instead, but I understand, she wants me to figure it out. And as always, sorry for the grammar and spelling. Yeah I know, im going to the special special part of hell...
Justin