Maybe it wasn't meant to be
I thought I had disapeared; gone into another dementia. But, when I woke up I realized I was back in reality. Times get rough when you don't know who you are. People can be the death of another and never know. I want to cry but I can't. I want to feel sorry for myself and I try but it still doesn't work.
College days, to me, are slipping away. I don't know what I want to do and everyone is pushing..pushing...pushing. I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life or how long I want to be in school.
On the flip side I like having a roommate. Hope and I get along really well. I have been going out like every night. It gets kinda exhausting but I guess it's all about having fun. Or is it?
I am thinking about joining the peace corps. Then again I think it is one of my shenanigans so I can delay school. I just don't want to do something I will hate...ya know?
I want to feel sorry for myself but I can't. I hate feeling this way.
--so suck it up Ashley..one day you will find what you think u want now and if you don't then..maybe..it wasn't meant to be..
College days, to me, are slipping away. I don't know what I want to do and everyone is pushing..pushing...pushing. I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life or how long I want to be in school.
On the flip side I like having a roommate. Hope and I get along really well. I have been going out like every night. It gets kinda exhausting but I guess it's all about having fun. Or is it?
I am thinking about joining the peace corps. Then again I think it is one of my shenanigans so I can delay school. I just don't want to do something I will hate...ya know?
I want to feel sorry for myself but I can't. I hate feeling this way.
--so suck it up Ashley..one day you will find what you think u want now and if you don't then..maybe..it wasn't meant to be..