Sep 25, 2005 13:42
lastnight was so... weird. i blew almost everyone off to "stay at home and save money" and then i ended up going to nicholai's house in corona. and then adam showed up and we smoked way too much and couldnt walk and then they played ninja turtles and then i felt really sick and had to throw up in the bathroom. and then i watched them together. and decided that they were my favourite people in the world. and then we talked about isource. and then i fell asleep on the couch and then woke up and hugged nick and then adam and i left. and it was so effing fun and strange because i just watched them the whole time and felt something i havent felt for a really long time.... just that people were good. not perfect. just good. and i loved it.
so im having a bake sale soon. im going to make pink cupcakes and they will be $10 a plate. the money will be donated to me going to isource October 13th. dont ask. just order.. and eat pink cupcakes.
so this morning i woke up and my cat was right next to me. biting my nose. and im out of my medication and that's okay. i want to go off of it anyways. i want to be me again. ive been off of it for a couple days and i feel like me for the first time in over a year. ahhhh. things are moving so fast right now.
lastnight was so fun. Xo