i know this hurts... it was meant to

[mudyh2o]

last night i told the girl of my dreams how i felt about her... i doubt she'll ever talk to me. i dont care tho, i did what i've wanted to sense the first time i ever saw her and i feel better about myself. i just dont feel like it's bottled up anymore and i guess that i timed it perfectly b/c now i wont see her for a long time.

well i still have strong feelings for her but i dont know if i can face her or her mother anymore so i'm leaving my church now that college has started just to make it easier.

well thanks eric for ur advice and thanks to those who helped me last night...

-Muddy-