this is my life, not what it was before

[mudwrestle]

alright, this is gonna be a little r rated. lol, not like any of my other entries. ;) i'm just gonna be blunt (yay! blunt!) and come out and say it ... so i was having sex last night. lol. okay ... and i was having a hard time staying wet. i couldn't figure it out. it felt great and everything but something just wasn't right. as i was sitting

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[4u2question____]

First of all I love the mood icon you have for Giddy... The eyes are just too funny.

Second, I love the fact that you threw this problem that was in your head out there for other people to ponder with you. The more personal your entries are and the harder they are to write down, the better they are because they actually matter. Mad props to you.

Third I have to agree with you on some things. I for the most part have only had sex in committed relationships so my girlfriends and I almost never use condoms. Because of that I practically cant even have sex with one on. Half the time I even lose the erection if we have to bust out a condom. (I think it might also make me think too much when you stop to get a condom, I loose being in the moment) The last time I used a condom it actually hurt and then ironically enough it fell off inside her... what are the odds.And I noticed she didnt like it as much either.

Another part I agree with is the whole making love vs. having sex. Whenever I am with someone it is making love no matter whether it is hard and rough or passionate and slow. I always care about who I am with and I connect with you with our eyes. I dont think I could just have sex with no feeling behind it. I kinda wish I could though cause it would be fun but I guess its not because you said it sucks without feeling.

So ya, there is just my two cents... ttyl hun

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[mudwrestle]

aww ... you always have the best posts. (no offense to anyone else. i still <3 all of you!) you're two cents is always welcomed. :) it's nice to know i'm not the only one who has a hard time having sex w/a condom.

you have the same icon as me only the male version. so you probably have the giddy eyes too. make sure you write something a day you're giddy or you could just put it up anyways. lol, no one's gonna know unless you were like "my day sucked today!" and just bashed the day. haha

it is true though, the more intense and in the mind you go w/this thing the better the entry. it's like an addiction. damn this site. lol.