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well i keep meaning to write in this thing but i never have time too:\ i use to write in this all the time but now that school has started and i have to cram shit into my day instead of not having to worry about getting things done and shit cause i was always at home but it sucks now..it really does.. but i have to live with it even though i do complain alot...i look at it as more of a challenge because its like a foreshadowing-forewarning type thing... i get anxiety :\ i hate that... anyways i did a very STAR/75% given effort regarding school. the other 25% was bullshitting/sleeping/other hmwk from differ classes/ stoned/etc. but i think i did a very fare job in that subject. on tuesday when i came home, i was there for like 3 minutes and someone comes to the door...and it was my grandma.. who i havent talked to for like 4 months...she hands me halloween holiday cards from my mother...she asked if i wanted to go to her house...i replied yes...so she showed me her new car BOX-car...i personally think its ugly...but she was sure damn happy of it.. uhm i got to my grandmas and my mom had just walked in the garage door...she fundamentally started crying...i said hello and talked with my withered/vanishing/perishing grandfather and then went in the back yard to find myself being crashed and collided into with my fat over excited retarded dog...i never knew she was so stupid, i guess i was just use to living with her and now that i havent seen her in so long she has changed and shes like a new dog...really brainless and dazed...she ate too many shrooms :( smoked to much pot and drink to much alcohol...fuck today was nice..school went by hella fast and i had gotten hella sleep the night before cause i did all my homework and chores during the day. went to sleep and didnt wanna get up the following (friday)morning, i was too comfortable. after school my best friend farrell called me up and made me get ready to go to the skate park while i was on the phone with him*he was making a bike lol cause he had previously the night before left his at a friends cause he was too drunk from a bottle of brandy to ride a bike* lol he use to do that all the time coming from my old house.. he, along with hella other people for countless reoccurring days/nights had partied their asses off and woke up the next day in my apt with a fat ass hangover...good times *i miss em* when i move out and get a job...man am i gonna have fun... green card baby.....all i want!! my treat!! haha....i will be so happy and of course living with a special someone and having my best friends...wow i will be so incredibly content:)...until then i will taintively rot here because i am fucking BLOWN :D SmUt My NaMe hehehe i love it i love it... i went on some fucking missions today! it was awsome... just to get what i had planned on getting in the first place....i succeeded...i rule. i rock. haha. im so high i feel like doing a good deed ;) man...exploited erotic...fuck i crack my self up i love being high..tomorrow shall be a repeat tomorrow cause i said so :D i will have to before hand do a few tasks here and there but i will live old times again :) it makes me hella happy to be with the crazy people i spent so many countless days living with and bieng all drunkin-potted-trippin-spun-cokedout wasted youth mother fuckers I will always love them no matter what! they all teached me so much and i dont know what the fuck i would do without them, their always there if i need them, and they know i could count on them. its nice to have friends like that especially when im just lookin for a kick back or to get fuckered up with, if only i didnt have to go to school so much i would be off in so many different towns....living it up savage style... man i made myself a lovelee pipe using all the right tools so it was so perfect!! :p i smoked what a friend had gave me to tie me over till tomorrow even though i was blown when i came home it was fun though i threw ends on some shit so therefore tomorrow shall be a lovelee day. ok i think i shall go drift off being blown away somewhere else :) *plots*
p.s. i miss my kayla marie very much...and wheres beverly??<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
oh yeh i forgot when i went to my grandmas my mom persistently spilled out all her feelings to me and made me cry for 2 1/2 hours straight...i had to listen to her whine and complain and beg and apologize FUCK let me scream it
p.s. i miss my kayla marie very much...and wheres beverly??<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
oh yeh i forgot when i went to my grandmas my mom persistently spilled out all her feelings to me and made me cry for 2 1/2 hours straight...i had to listen to her whine and complain and beg and apologize FUCK let me scream it