mhm...feelin sad.

[mudvaynechick]

well...actually unlike the name says im really pretty good..i guess. Ugh i SHOULD be good..cuz life is good im doing alrite in school...been having good times with trevor and friends..uhh tonite trevor went to frasers and is staying the nite and its the first time in forever that i havent talked to him at nite before i go to bed..so its slightly on the weird side. anywho not much i can do about that....ugh i've been missin josh lately...now i dunt want ppl to get confused..im over him in the way im with trev now....but i miss him just for being him and just being with him? prolly cuz i havent talekd to him in like 3 weeks and im going bonkers. lol i cant call him cuz i know he wouoldnt like that he'd just get upset from hearing my voice er something like that...umm and last nite he was online for the first time in ages and i signed off and didnt want to talk to him cuz i was completly fried lol..it sucks i mean i dont do it that much and on one of that days i do he signs on...son of a bitch. lol umm ...im feelin slightly on the sad side..i need a nice grizzly hug..i think just going to bed would be best..perhaps i shall do that. Um i also miss connor. The way i look at things has changed a bit..like for wut im doing after high school...i mean ive always wanted to get the hell out of here due to the fact i hate the maritimes and how much it drags ppl down, but i went away just for a couple days this wknd to antigonish with trevor and i missed my mom uber bad and i cant imagine wut it'd be like for me if i barely ever saw her...but i want to get out of here...i dont know wut im doing..i dont have great grades...im feeling pretty fucked rite now. erg i should just head off to bed...let the sleep carry my worries away.

Anyway i luvs you all...<3

Xo Azlynn