Welcome 2005
Hey all, I can't believe that IM writing in this thing once again, i can't believe that im updating for a third time, lol anyways, So yesterday really sucked...everything is just adding up to the big suckiness...i can't wait until Ive gone back to hfx where i can have some sanity, i can't wait to get back into the books...that excites me, which is weird, bc i hated school but i dunno...anyways
So yesterday i got up around i dunno early and i was really weak and tired and I didn't wanna go to work but unfortunatly i had too but it was a good shift believe it or not, I got off of work and then I came home and mom and dad were here and joanne and sally came to spend time with mom too, bc they dont really have a place to be on new years eve...so i came home and i ate i put the pizzas in the oven and burnt them a taddens, and still ate them...i had lots of sweets and watched the BT countdown on tv with mim and pappy, and then he went out and shot off his gun, i went and watched him and watched the other ppl on the road set off fireworks, and then i called frannie and everyone and then I was talking to matt online and then i called johnny and he was hammered to no extent, you guys should have heard him slurring his words, lol he was like wtf im not drunk get over yourself, he definatly was!
and then i went to bed...what a boring life ihave, but i was very grateful to spend it with my family, when other ppl out there dont have any family at all, i am very happy and im starting to realize all of the many things that i have taken for granted soo many times, things that we just everyday have that so many other ppl dont even know what it is...and for that I thank the Lord...
2005 is going to bring great joy laughter harmony, and love into my life, and I am going to work very hard at achieving this, and also 2005 is going to teach me how to love myself, to get over the fact that i dont hate myslef, that im beautiful (gag) and that i am a good person, and if i keep telling myslef this, then I will begin to understand and believe it...i have faith and once again, i thank the Lord for that!
My friends....they are awesome and we are going to get nothing but closer, in 2005 we will be together forever....
~Mariah
So yesterday i got up around i dunno early and i was really weak and tired and I didn't wanna go to work but unfortunatly i had too but it was a good shift believe it or not, I got off of work and then I came home and mom and dad were here and joanne and sally came to spend time with mom too, bc they dont really have a place to be on new years eve...so i came home and i ate i put the pizzas in the oven and burnt them a taddens, and still ate them...i had lots of sweets and watched the BT countdown on tv with mim and pappy, and then he went out and shot off his gun, i went and watched him and watched the other ppl on the road set off fireworks, and then i called frannie and everyone and then I was talking to matt online and then i called johnny and he was hammered to no extent, you guys should have heard him slurring his words, lol he was like wtf im not drunk get over yourself, he definatly was!
and then i went to bed...what a boring life ihave, but i was very grateful to spend it with my family, when other ppl out there dont have any family at all, i am very happy and im starting to realize all of the many things that i have taken for granted soo many times, things that we just everyday have that so many other ppl dont even know what it is...and for that I thank the Lord...
2005 is going to bring great joy laughter harmony, and love into my life, and I am going to work very hard at achieving this, and also 2005 is going to teach me how to love myself, to get over the fact that i dont hate myslef, that im beautiful (gag) and that i am a good person, and if i keep telling myslef this, then I will begin to understand and believe it...i have faith and once again, i thank the Lord for that!
My friends....they are awesome and we are going to get nothing but closer, in 2005 we will be together forever....
~Mariah