Dec 29, 2004 02:21
WELP...i haven't updated in a really super long time...and i dont really know what i want to talk about but i was reading mattys lj and it inspired me to write down some things in this mahjig..
I am home for Christmas and i have been since the like 14th I think i dont remember the exact day, but i know i will be home for one day short of 3 weeks, i like it for the fact that i will be spending a lot of time with my family and just relaxing from school, however ALL of my friends are in hfx now, well most, I dont hang out with ppl from high school anymore, most of them think they are better then the rest of us and i dont need to associate myself with ppl like that, and i have just pretty much secluded myself to matt rosie and johnny...
OUUU HAPPY 4TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY MATT.
Today matt and I have decided to celebrate our 4th year anniversary of our coming together....we are awesome friends now, and matt says that its bc our spirits were friends in an earlier life or something like that...I dunno I think he was smoking some of the good stuff, but ill just pet his wittle head and let him think whatever he wants to think.
Anyways, Matt is the bestest person i know...he treats me like a friend, tells me what the thinks, and is always honest, yet sensitive of my emotions at the same time. That is NOT the only reason why he is soo awesome, he is a retard, like me, and together we are just the best two ppl you can put together, i betcha a million doolairs, that if we were put in mansion like big brother that together we would win, and we would never fight the entire time, when know when to give space and when to be there, and i think that even if i had to sit right next to him for like weeks, we would pull through and still be the bestest of friends and so many ppl would just be jealous of our friendship. we have only fought twice and they were stupid lamo fights, about someone, so i dont consider them fights....we got over it fine and are just stronger friends then we were before.
And again I couldn't imagine my life without him now, I find it hard to get through one day without talking to him in some way, and this Christmas Vacation is killing me, I guess its just something that will get me ready for summer vacation, bc that sucks, i dont see him for like 4 months*BOO!!!!!* im sure ill see him a couple of times. Anywho, last night he wasn't around and i worried tremendosly about him, I didnt' tell him that, but I thought the worst, bc the roads were really bad, I didn't know if he went somewhere with someone and ran off the roads, I was expecting a call from someone...and then i thought about the fact that someday he will either lose me or i will lose him, and im going to be selfish here and say, I hope i die before him bc i think i would be a pile of jello on the floor, if he died before me...okay i would cry when PEZ dies *those of you who knows me knows her* and i just dont ever want to think about him dying! *Sigh* i would be ever so lonely, i would fight it out to the bitter end, but i would spend the rest of my days thinking of the wonderful retarded times we spent together and just hope that we will meet again in eternity....Matt is the love of my life...but in a different way, and whenever i start dating a new guy they will always be informed of him, and i will never stop being with him, i will never stop sleeping over at his place, and with him, unless hes married, even then ill push his husbie outta the bed... no person will come before matt....EVER! *Sigh* i wish he was online so i could talk to him!
I was talking to Candace last night online and we were just talking, and it reminded me of the summer of 02 and i started to miss all the gang, like joel and her and jon and beth and alicia ben, matt, jessie, all of them, that summer was all around awesome, except for the fish plant, that was the worst job in the world! LOL I loved how i saw matt like everyday, we went swimming all the time, we were retards all the time, love and emotion was deeply put into that summer, by everyone, and anyone that i was hanging out with will know...just think about it and youll know. That was soo great, I loved every moment of that summer, including the ONE time that we got caught stealing the car in briggie...lol bc mim was just like, next time ask! LOL considering we stole it everyday...good ol bonneville!
Anyways im getting le tired, i hope youve enjoyed my update, expect one ahh...in about ...2 months :P
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
~your Friendly Neighbourhood friend,
MIMI!!