*sigh* Does life get better?

[mudpuddle_18]

Well...its 2:56 am in boring liverpool, Matts in my bed, Rosemary is in the spare room and im lonely...Im very lonely, Lately ive been...I dont know, dependant mainly on Matt,simply bc i dont feel loved by anyone, and i know that if you read this, you are thinking...shut up mariah stop the self pitty trip, well eat me,kay, this is how i am feeling

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[anonymous]

you do have a life... but i just want to be apart of it sometimes... i barely got to see u all year... and now i see you about the same now that ur home... it really sucks... and when we do actually talk on the net or something, u leave without a word... we really need to talk... theres a few things i need to discuss with u...
... and if u dont already know this.. even tho u should... no matter what has happened with our friendship... i think i'll always be there for u and i'll always love you as a friend... u were a huge part of my life at one time, u have taught me alot, and made me realize alot of things... and i want that to continue... i dont want our friendship to fade like other weak friendships... i know our friendship will never be as strong as yours and matts, but i wish we were like even 10% closer... i still want the learning and realizing to happen... i dont want u to be one of those people that just fade away as each of us continue with our lives, and forget about each other, and just have the distant memory in the back of our heads of what our friendship use to be like...

i guess u could say this is kind of like a plea.. for us to be even a bit closer... i miss u, and i miss our friendship...

AHHH...

[mudpuddle_18]

I MISS YOU MORE!