scared of lessening happiness

[mudpies]

soon, it's gonna be all about an empty room and a broken couch..i will stand in the middle of the room and gaze around for a little while and i will see you and me sitting in the corner. i will see me happy and smiling.
i remeber that smile, i meant it.
and then i feel feel a huge pain in my chest, a pain that will tell me i am no longer the same and you are no longer there..
that i will never wear the same smile again..