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Sara says she loves her brother and doesn't want to leave. I don't want her to leave either, but of course... her "love" for me and my "love" for her are different. What if I do something awful to her, with her so close? She could never return my feelings, as base and horrible as they are...
But I don't want her to go. I know it's selfish, but I want Sara with me. She's the only one who's ever cried for me, I want her nearby.
I'm awful.
And Kira-sempai. I saw him earlier today. He looked okay then but his post on LJ worries me. I'm going to have to ask him about his dad when I get the chance. He was there for me before. I guess know it's my turn to be there for him.
Sara says she loves her brother and doesn't want to leave. I don't want her to leave either, but of course... her "love" for me and my "love" for her are different. What if I do something awful to her, with her so close? She could never return my feelings, as base and horrible as they are...
But I don't want her to go. I know it's selfish, but I want Sara with me. She's the only one who's ever cried for me, I want her nearby.
I'm awful.
And Kira-sempai. I saw him earlier today. He looked okay then but his post on LJ worries me. I'm going to have to ask him about his dad when I get the chance. He was there for me before. I guess know it's my turn to be there for him.