Deep thoughts
Is an atom consious? If not then how can it be that anything built from atoms can be consious?
Also why do some farts make a noise and some not?
Today I feel like shit, it's self inflicted but so is the realisation that something is more than a bit wrong on this side of the fence. Woke up at 3am this morning having a sweating panic attack, which I now always get after excessive consumption of booze. It took watching an hour of world news and bbc learning zone to eventually get back to sleep.
I realised though that I need to change a lot of things in my life.
1) my relationship with my parents is pretty much non existant as I'm never at home to see them. I should make time to spend at least one night a week at home or go for a meal with them, they're getting old n' won't be about for ever.
2) I need to apologise to 2 ex girlfriends for really not behaving like the person they thought I was .. or I thought I was. I don't know how I'm gonna do this
3) need to cut down on getting trollied n' stick to moderation
4) need to do some work at work. in the last couple of weeks i've nearly lost my job
5) I need to make some time for my friends, I miss them.
6) I need to start doing some exercise
Also why do some farts make a noise and some not?
Today I feel like shit, it's self inflicted but so is the realisation that something is more than a bit wrong on this side of the fence. Woke up at 3am this morning having a sweating panic attack, which I now always get after excessive consumption of booze. It took watching an hour of world news and bbc learning zone to eventually get back to sleep.
I realised though that I need to change a lot of things in my life.
1) my relationship with my parents is pretty much non existant as I'm never at home to see them. I should make time to spend at least one night a week at home or go for a meal with them, they're getting old n' won't be about for ever.
2) I need to apologise to 2 ex girlfriends for really not behaving like the person they thought I was .. or I thought I was. I don't know how I'm gonna do this
3) need to cut down on getting trollied n' stick to moderation
4) need to do some work at work. in the last couple of weeks i've nearly lost my job
5) I need to make some time for my friends, I miss them.
6) I need to start doing some exercise