I haven't been suffice with this exactly. Though, in recap to all things that have happened, I am on the go of being someone better, if anything else.
My last entry was only a short (2day) rebuttal that soon clarified itself once camping started. Yes, it was sort of a mind opener, and a teaser in a way to what I really think of all this, but all is well in regards to my relationship and feelings.
I've realized that a room without life is a dead room, and such a room, is not something I look forward to during this state of high.
My acknowledgement of him has devised something I've never had, and seeing his heart pour out through those window openers is definitely a waker to something that really never slept.
I really didn't know how great it was to own a memory or a snapshot of a moment that elapsed even a second of your life. To be able to see and feel something from afar without giving any reach, you fully understand that that person standing over there, whether in silhouette or colour, is waiting for you, with a certain hope. Standing at an ease, head titled to a minor degree with the hands being in those pockets - that smile and warmth of a gaze washes away everything, including any doubt and insecurity. And when you realize that this is your reality, to have found love in someone who didn't even know you from the very start, that picture right there, in my mind, is worth more than money can ever give.
Only, such things can surf the terrains from time to time. What good is love is there is only love? Yeah, a strange twist to something that seemed so optimistic, but it can't last. Moods surface and we lose it (momentarily).
But, the end results are all the same. Love conquers, and hearts triumph. What?
So we like erected sticks and sand bossums. Poor guy doesn't know a thing.
Maybe a lick or two would give this hunk some satisfaction, eh? I think the face tells :)
Now lets strike a pose. My tongue clearly tells everyone that I am cool. Look at us go!
But, we didn't get too far. We get lazy and we like to lie down on our prize. 2 men, 2 other men, and a woMAN. WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?!
Simple. We're the ultimate beach-clobbering team. Look at those sexy poses. We are so hot >=]
Until we decide to laze it out with those flip flops
..and chipmunks
...and marshmallows with bonfires
But when we decide to kiss
We turn all happy with smiles on our faces like this
We look out at the lake
And see what we've really become
Can you say that life is sweeeeeet?
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I finished my job because of their lack of work for me.
I bumped into Rachel and said HI.