Feb 09, 2007 09:48
Today is the day that I will cling to my best friend in the earnest wish that I will not beat Paul's head in. *Smiles* If doesn't stop being such a prat...I'm leaving. I'm giving up. I don't want to care anymore. Can I be emotionless now? Can I please?
I swear. He's going to end up losing all his friends...cause he's being so stupid. He treats us like a speck of dirt. We forgive too easily, some of us. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel like a giant asshole saying that I'm gonna just up and leave him there but I am so close to it. So absolutely close. It's like.....there's this thin thread there that's keeping me attached. It can easily be broken. All I have to do is tug on it..
I think that I will just have to talk to him. I don't know. I hate life...I hate it, hate it, hate it!
I'm gonna go and hate life some more now....byes