Songs that I wrote upon being intensely pissed off
I Can Make It Worse
Come here so that I can make you feel what I'm feeling
Let me hit you and make you feel it so that I don't have to
If you wanted me to rip you a new asshole why not just tell me
I'd have done this for you without all the insults and harsh words
You want to stand there and look like an innocent little angel
You think that that will make me want to hold your hand
I can treat you like a little baby but I am not going to burden myself
It's not my problem that you can't get through this shit by yourself
Refrain:
You told me all these pretty lies
In the end they really weren't so pretty
You wanted me to tell you the truth
So I think I'll just make it a little worse
If you thought that treating me like a speck of dirt on your clothes
Was the way to get to my heart then you were so completely wrong
Funny how you can be so fucking stupid about these things
You can't blame me for all this shit because I am not the cause
Refrain:
You told me all these pretty lies
In the end they really weren't so pretty
You wanted me to tell you the truth
So I think I'll just make it a little worse
If this is the way that you are going to be every time
Every time that something goes wrong I don't want to be there
I'll let you work this out by yourself because I can't help you
Sorry if you're disappointed but I'm not here to feed your ego
Refrain:
You told me all these pretty lies
In the end they really weren't so pretty
You wanted me to tell you the truth
So I think I'll just make it a little worse
Play Pretend
Why don't we play make pretend for a little while
Or, really, why don't I join in on this little game
Cause you've been playing for far too long
And I'm so sick of listening to what you say
Refrain:
This isn't a joke to me anymore and I'm not playing around
I refuse to be the one that's hurt in this back and forth play
Go and find someone who cares a little more about it
Cause in all truth I'm not going to sit here and make it better
Do you want to write me a song or a poem
To tell me that I'm a horrible person for this
I won't listen to it and I'll let it go for my reasons
Don't even bother trying to make me feel bad
Refrain:
This isn't a joke to me anymore and I'm not playing around
I refuse to be the one that's hurt in this back and forth play
Go and find someone who cares a little more about it
Cause in all truth I'm not going to sit here and make it better
I thought that maybe we could be so much more
But you went and threw it all away once again
I'll be there for you when you want to talk to me
About anything besides this one subject
Refrain:
This isn't a joke to me anymore and I'm not playing around
I refuse to be the one that's hurt in this back and forth play
Go and find someone who cares a little more about it
Cause in all truth I'm not going to sit here and make it better
Rollercoaster
Here we go on this rollercoaster again
This is not where I planned to end up again
Friends have come and go and it's been the same
Hello and goodbye without a care or thought
How could you pull this on me just like all the rest of them
I trusted you with something and it hurts so much more now
Left and stranded in this sort of empty cavern that used to be
Used to be a healthy and beating heart that felt things
My friends have hurt me more than anyone
There've been days I didn't think I'd get through
Then they went and made it even worse than it was
Do you feel better now that you've hurt me so
How could you pull this on me just like all the rest of them
I trusted you with something and it hurts so much more now
Left and stranded in this sort of empty cavern that used to be
Used to be a healthy and beating heart that felt things
Been thinking over these things so long
Tried to ignore them and make them stay quiet
So that I wouldn't have to deal with them all over
And so I hate you for what you've done to me
How could you pull this on me just like all the rest of them
I trusted you with something and it hurts so much more now
Left and stranded in this sort of empty cavern that used to be
Used to be a healthy and beating heart that felt things (x2)
Done It All Over Again
Aren’t you such a silly child these days
Want to play all day and forget what happened
Make yourself feel happy for that brief time
Well here is all I’ve got to say to you
Bridge:
Don’t tell me how sad you are when things don’t work out
I won’t be there to listen to your tears because the fault is yours
It will not have been my fault that those tears fall so fast
No you cannot sit there and tell me that I have to listen to it
Chorus:
Cause dreams may have been broken
And lives may have been taken
But I am not your crying blanket now
All of these things were brought about by you
This is where you told me that you wouldn’t be
What was it you said about hating him
How you would never go back to him
Funny how you do the things you said you wouldn’t
Bridge:
Don’t tell me how sad you are when things don’t work out
I won’t be there to listen to your tears because the fault is yours
It will not have been my fault that those tears fall so fast
No you cannot sit there and tell me that I have to listen to it
Chorus:
Cause dreams may have been broken
And lives may have been taken
But I am not your crying blanket now
All of these things were brought about by you
Don’t you remember what I said about hearts
How they mend so slowly when broken
They get weaker before they get stronger
Don’t you see yours needs the time
Bridge:
Don’t tell me how sad you are when things don’t work out
I won’t be there to listen to your tears because the fault is yours
It will not have been my fault that those tears fall so fast
No you cannot sit there and tell me that I have to listen to it
Chorus:
Cause dreams may have been broken
And lives may have been taken
But I am not your crying blanket now
All of these things were brought about by you