I have issues
Jeff decided that I have attachment issues...which I totally agree with. Issues are something that I have plenty of and I don't care. I don't want to be an obsessive, jealous girlfriend but I am. But here's the reasons why and I think they are pretty damn good:
I've been cheated on, lied to, betrayed, decieved...that's what I get for being so damn gullible I guess. I've been sexually, physically, emotionally, mentally, and verbally abused. Forgive me for wanting to hang on to somebody who I can actually tell them I love them and not feel like I'm lying to myself or to him. I feel I have found somebody I can connect with on an entire different level and somebody who makes me feel good and doesn't induce the feelings of hatred I have towards myself. Somebody who doesn't make me relapse back to being anorexic, being constantly depressed, and wanting to kill myself. Thats fucking right doggy I have attachment issues and I don't care what anybody says...I have every right to.
My parents are possibly getting divorced, my cousin who is the closest family member to me betrayed me, I have seen my family reduced to a fifth the size it was 2 years ago, I lost a best friend to brain cancer in high school, and another one called me as he shot himself in the head and one year later his twin brother did the exact same thing while I was stuck up here in Oregon in the fucking dorms.
Yeah I have issues and I don't give a damn.
I've been cheated on, lied to, betrayed, decieved...that's what I get for being so damn gullible I guess. I've been sexually, physically, emotionally, mentally, and verbally abused. Forgive me for wanting to hang on to somebody who I can actually tell them I love them and not feel like I'm lying to myself or to him. I feel I have found somebody I can connect with on an entire different level and somebody who makes me feel good and doesn't induce the feelings of hatred I have towards myself. Somebody who doesn't make me relapse back to being anorexic, being constantly depressed, and wanting to kill myself. Thats fucking right doggy I have attachment issues and I don't care what anybody says...I have every right to.
My parents are possibly getting divorced, my cousin who is the closest family member to me betrayed me, I have seen my family reduced to a fifth the size it was 2 years ago, I lost a best friend to brain cancer in high school, and another one called me as he shot himself in the head and one year later his twin brother did the exact same thing while I was stuck up here in Oregon in the fucking dorms.
Yeah I have issues and I don't give a damn.