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Jan 31, 2015 14:39

Yes, I DO have emotional angst ( Read more... )

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muddy February 1 2015, 04:06:51 UTC
I fail to watch free to air tv, so probably miss out on masses of even worse ads.

YouTube forces them onto you, and unless they are are over 30 seconds long you can't skip the buggers.

Get's even worse if there is an election in the air, as while there are Australian laws about the amount of political TV advertising pre-election, there are none for online... so... YouTube Political Ads!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR(deep breath)RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Lacrosse? No idea yet. I was talking to a mate from my club Friday night via chat and we decided the best course would be to say nothing and see how long the other club decides to run with it. We have some pre-season fitness training tonight. I am thinking the 'best' thing to do is instruct my teammates to claim if anyone from the 'other clubs' asks, that they haven't seen or spoken to me since end of season last year and they really don't know if I am playing again... just to mess with them :D

The other option is to say "Well, I would like to change clubs, but I would need to clear my bar tab first... Say... if you paid that for me then I would REALLY consider it..."

Hey, they might be stupid enough :P

Crush? Well... Saturday was another day of Hi, Great Class, Bye, Seeyou Tomorrow Maybe and struggling to get more then 30 seconds chatting time... Sigh.

Today (Sunday) I didn't see her. What NORMALLY happens on a Sunday is she does classes at 'my' gym and that is where I normally get to chat with her for decent amounts of time. However, since she is also an instructor, if anyone rings up and asks her to cover for their class, then well, she IS an instructor and you DO get paid for teaching...

So I actually haven't seen (or spoken) to her at Holden Hill (my 'home' gym) since last year. Yeah. Sigh. And because I haven't spoken with her properly for ages and because, even as friends, she is fun to talk with, the times I do see her I am sorta desperate tragic to chat and really getting scared that I am starting to come across as 'Weird Creepy Stalker Guy Who Wont Take A Hint'.

Being Weird Creepy Guy to someone I also really liked as a friend is one of my paranoid semi irrational fears.

The other is being at a major cricket game, be sitting near the fence and have a six be hit straight down my throat... only to grass it in front of EVERYONE. Then, due to a lingering shoulder injury, following up by totally being unable to throw the ball back to the nearest fielder. Honest fear! I really have this!

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