Jul 11, 2005 20:50
Are they just odd from stress or is it me? I think I was fairly productive today. I mean, I read HP5 for a while, yes, but I made myself a bagel for breakfast, did all of my laundry, made lunch for dad and myself, made him two cups of coffee, did their laundry, fiddles with the karaoke machine, made dinner....Maybe no much, but I did things.
So what if I didn't fold your laundry, Charla? I watched my father stare mindlessly into a computer screen, living vicariously in a game for hours on end. Ten minutes his soup sat on the table for ten minutes before, at my urging, he turned away from the game and ate it.
So what if I don't feel like working out, Daddy? So what if I'd rather lose myself in a book, in a book that my friends are reading too? So what if I miss them and don't feel like working out? So what if I cried in the laundry room because I felt insignificant?
So what if I'm broken today?
But it's probably just me.