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I know that I shouldn't care really, but this time I have to, I don't know whether or not this whole thing is healty. I mean everynight you are either telling him what he wants to hear or fighting with him. I mean to me it's like you give him the satisfaction. You have to stand up for youself like you told me, and I know that you dom but it seems like ever since it ended between the two of you, you haven't. You always talk to him even when you said that you wouldn't. But then again, it could be for the better, you guys could pick up where you left off and have this be a stepping stone in your realationship. He does bring out a side in you that I have never seen before. In both ways good and bad. I never thought that this would happen to the both of you, you were my inspiration, and now I am not so sure about my life. I shouldn't base my life off of yours but I guess I already did. I just wish that things would go back to normal between the two of you, and like you said you two are better friends than ever. We both know that you two still like one another, please just has the guts and talk to him. I really like to hear you laugh while on the phone, not say your going to have another sleepless night. I don't know where to end but all I can say is that both of you mean the world to me, you both are right underneath that other siginfacnt other you know who I am talking about, but you do! So live life and let it take you where it wants to take you not where you want to take it!