This cold be a good thing, no?
Oh, man.
I forgot all about this thing.
I'm sure everyone else did as well, which is why I'm writing.
My life has been insane as of late.
An emotional rollercoaster that you get so sick on you throw up everywhere.
But you don't feel bad or embarassed about it.
As a matter of fact,
Everyone who was sitting next to you probably deserved it.
Yes, after several months of trying to find that kindred, I failed miserably.
In fact, I was capable of finding the complete opposite of that:
An individual with no soul, constant irritation and deceptive eyes.
Sounds like my usual catch, eh?
But I can't lie, there was the good moments (as scarce as they were)
Before him was the Israeli.
He was fantastic until the dependency made me fear for my sanity.
It just seems that it can never be easy.
Which is obviously a sign that I'm in the wrong place.
Love, or rather relationships of any kind should never be complex.
As for work, I practically live there but enjoy it a lot.
I've met some great people.
School is alright.
I can't really complain because it would be better if I allowed it to be.
But I'm enjoying it at times.
I really am.
Blank Slate.
For the better this time.
"And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be"
I forgot all about this thing.
I'm sure everyone else did as well, which is why I'm writing.
My life has been insane as of late.
An emotional rollercoaster that you get so sick on you throw up everywhere.
But you don't feel bad or embarassed about it.
As a matter of fact,
Everyone who was sitting next to you probably deserved it.
Yes, after several months of trying to find that kindred, I failed miserably.
In fact, I was capable of finding the complete opposite of that:
An individual with no soul, constant irritation and deceptive eyes.
Sounds like my usual catch, eh?
But I can't lie, there was the good moments (as scarce as they were)
Before him was the Israeli.
He was fantastic until the dependency made me fear for my sanity.
It just seems that it can never be easy.
Which is obviously a sign that I'm in the wrong place.
Love, or rather relationships of any kind should never be complex.
As for work, I practically live there but enjoy it a lot.
I've met some great people.
School is alright.
I can't really complain because it would be better if I allowed it to be.
But I'm enjoying it at times.
I really am.
Blank Slate.
For the better this time.
"And it makes me float free
To feel how small my life must be"