Bad Week
This week has pretty much sucked so far, it's just one thing after another and I would go into it but I'd feel like I was whineing which I hate so I'll spare you. I can't even pin point one thing that started it but it's been a steady downhill slope and I can't help but thinking that it can only get worse, I keep expecting a call from my dad or my step dad or news about them, maybe something about Brendan, anything that could possibly make this week even worse than it already is. Or some catastrophic event that would make everything seem trivial, idk but I think something worse is comming, I'm probably just being pessimistic but I just can't help it. To be cliche, it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, the good through all the bad. I hope things get better, but I don't see how they could. I'll keep my fingers crossed.