[Fic] Figments of Imaginations - Part 2
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He was wrong.
He woke up without a stitch of clothing on and his butt hurts like hell and there were traces of blood on his legs.
Kamenashi Kazuya was raped by the big boss.
And from that day on, he was made the favorite of the boss, he was used anytime the boss wanted it as told that the boss was taken in with his looks and lusted for his slender body the moment he saw him on his room. He was possessive as well, if anyone ever dared to look at him with what the boss interpreted as anything, severe punishment will be given to the onlooker and he will be subjected to cruelties as well, there were a time when they dine outside and he was made to wear a female yukata without anything underneath and the boss was fondling him and sticking up an egg shaped vibrator up into his ass and played with it while having their dinner, or that time when the boss had a meeting with his cronies and he asked him to serve them some tea and coffee with only a small frilly apron covering his crotch and the boss signaled him to pour some milk on his tea and it turns out that he had a different milk in mind, in front of his cronies the boss jerked him off and asked him to cum into his tea so he can drink his tea hot and if it goes cold he will get punished, the men surrounding the table knows that they should not show any reaction or look at him else they will suffer the consequences but no one can hide the fact that they are feeling hot based on the erections that they are having seeing that lovely guy being jerked off by their boss.
He tried to escape a couple of times and it was not an easy task, the first time he tried to escape the men got to him fast and was taken back immediately to the boss on which the boss was more than happy to give his punishment that turns out to be hanging him upside down for hours and using a beating stick on him, that made it impossible for him to walk for a couple of days.
The second attempt was almost a success, the boss will go away for a business and he took with him almost all of his men, he only stationed two men to take charge of him and his other whores, he knew that it would take him days before he go back for it was not a business meeting per se but more of business killing with the other gang that was threatening his host slash prostitution business, he needed to kill the competition. So he was almost about to reach the courtyard when the guards were sleeping when the former favorite spotted him trying to climb the fortress, he knew that the former favorite resent him for he is no longer getting the nice treatment from the boss, so thinking that he will gain their boss’s favor again, he woke up the guards and pulled him back inside the house. It turns out that the boss decided not to personally pursue the business meeting and was about to go back into the house when his men called him and reported his attempt to escape again, the cronies were ordered to strip him naked and shackled into one of their prison cell awaiting for his arrival. The boss found out that it was his former favorite who found him trying to escape and the boss rewarded him by being his favorite again, they went to the prison cell and the boss had his way with him and all the while looking at his chained whore motioning for the other men to come inside and have their way with him.
He never tried to escape again.
He knew based from previous body disposal that they will throw his body near the secluded area of the graveyard, and prior to this night he already hid somewhere not far away from there his getaway car, waiting patiently for the boss to get tired of their victim and fervently wishing that the captive would last long enough for his plan to take action, he wished that he will be strong enough till the day of their escape, hence at every opportunity that he can, he was bringing their captive medicines to take and tended his wounds.
Akanishi Jin must live, he just must live.
Wrapping his feverish, scarred and badly beaten body, the three cronies of the big boss dumped his body in their van, the same van that was used in capturing him some weeks ago and now being used again to dispose of his body; Kamenashi hid himself at the back of the van, hiding with a black blanket to cover him. They have reached the slope where the graveyard starts and went all the way veering from the normal path of the graveyard till they reached that secluded area where they usually dispose of their captives bodies.
“Is he still breathing?” asked the middle guy
“I’m not sure, his not moving though” said the smallest guy
“Doesn’t matter, he will soon die anyways if he is not dead yet, either he will die from loss of blood or the night crawlers will kill him” chuckled the biggest guy
“It’s a shame that it ended with this one, I kinda liked him” said the smallest guy clearly still lusting for him
“We had our fill of enjoyment, so let’s just find another one” said the middle guy signaling to the biggest guy to help him haul their captive and toss it on the ground
All the while that they are doing that, Kame slipped out of the van and hid in the dark corners of the trees hoping that Akanishi is still holding on, so whilst he waited for the cronies to finish, Kamenashi was saying his prayers that his plans will go smoothly. He just got a confirmation from his friend that his aunt and sister are already on their way to the protective custody of women and children’s department, for months he had carefully and discreetly sent letters to the head of the department asking them to place his family into one and in return he will give them much needed informations about the big boss’s prostitution business as it turns out that the boss had been in the watch list of the department and of the police as there had been too many reports of missing children both boys and girls in the neighborhood and all leads points to the boss but no substantial evidence can be retrieved.
He felt personally responsible for the boss’s latest victim as he took part in scheming him, he felt guilty for he knew of the possessiveness of the boss but still, when he went to that convini and saw the gentleness and the concern on the face of the store clerk, he immediately felt for the first time in ages he was human again, he liked the gentle features of his face, his voice, his nose, his eyes and his lips and he temporarily forgets that he was always in surveillance, hence when he lost his grip on his purchases and the store clerk handed it over to him, he gave him his smile and he knew that the boss’s cohorts saw it, and reported it, but he never knew that they were planning something about it until the last time he went there and the boss after having his way on him, drugging him putting a pill on his butt that he knew was a euphoric pill asked him to dress up like a host and accompany the biggest guy somewhere and though he was surprised he compiled not wanting to get any more punishments, and when they finally stopped at their destination he was surprised to be stopping at the convini store and the biggest guy ordered him to flirt with the person inside or else the boss will punish him.
He was having second thoughts, he much rather have the punishment than to include this innocent guy in the boss’s antics. He knew he was baiting the store clerk when he came inside the store but the pill was taking effect and he knew he was attracted to him and he was secretly wishing that they were on a different world, to have met him under different circumstances but they were not and they were being watched, so throwing himself at the arms of the store clerk who did not resent his advances just made him all the more passionate with his kissing, his dry humping just to release this erotic feel inside of him. And when the store clerk told him to come back again that night so they can continue what they were doing, he was more than willing to come back but he knew it would not happen as the biggest guy started towards the door he knew that the store clerk is now in trouble.
And after a couple of days, he saw him again on that prison cell in the middle of the forest, the boss brought him there as he said that he has a gift for him, but he knew with his cruel heart that it was not a good gift.
He wanted to cry when they started sexually assaulting him, violating him, mutilating him, sodomizing him, hurting him, but he cannot, he knew that the boss was watching him, checking if he will show any signs of emotions for then he will inflict more pain to their captive and he doesn’t want that, he felt guilty enough that he was brought here because of him and all because he felt human again by receiving the affection of the captive.
The three men took off, careless for not checking if anyone saw them, Kamenashi thought that surely that was a hand of the gods for he can just easily go to where the captive’s body is over to his getaway car.
But first he must be taken to the hospital so they can tend to his wounds.
He brought him to the car in the passenger side and was carefully wrapping him in the blanket and was about to put his seatbelt on when the captive pulled his face and kissed him on the lips, he was mumbling about release for he wanted to ease the burning sensation that he was feeling, Kamenashi forgot about the pill that was inserted on him and the ring that was placed at the base of his shaft, he knew that if he did not do something about this, he won’t last long enough till the doctors can take care of him.
“My angel…” weakly the captive spoke
“Hush now, save your strength” Kamenashi hushed
“You saved me…” the captive spoke again this time looking directly at his eyes though still glazed with the effects of the drugs
“No, you saved me” Kamenashi stated for he knew that that was the truth
He kissed him back with equal passion, passion that he knew was real coming from deep inside his heart, and he ached to see the first person that showed his affection in this way, slowly he reached for the captive’s shaft and carefully tried to remove the ring to release the pain that he was feeling and as much as he could, he helped the captive climaxed.
He dropped him off in the emergency entry of a neighboring district hospital, he doesn’t want him to be in the nearby hospital fearing that if the cronies decided to come back in the graveyard and did not find him there they will search the nearby hospitals and he might be found. And he doesn’t want to go inside the hospital fearing that he will be questioned on how the captive suffered such state. He was not ready yet to be associated with him, not when the part of his deal with the department to ensure his family’s protection was to go under cover for them so they can gather enough evidences to lock away the boss and hopefully dissolve the prostitution syndicates.
After placing him on the entry way of the emergency doors, making sure that he was well covered aside from his bloody face visible from the blanket, he went to his car and waited for a few minutes making sure that someone from the hospital will see him, and finally when two nurses looking people opened the doors and saw the captive there signaling for a stretcher to be brought, he finally drove on.
Farewell for now my love.
It was only then that the reality of what the captive means to him was he able to realize that he will try all his might to bring justice to the atrocity that they did.
It took the doctors hours to repair all the wounds that was inflicted on Akanishi’s body, it was as miracle that aside from a couple of infected wounds, all seemed to be tended professionally, he will be having a lot of scars on which the doctor thought can be repaired by cosmetic surgery if the patient wanted it. Though he was severely dehydrated and lost a lot of weight the only major harm done to he was the tear on his rectum that needed surgery. The hospital called police investigators so they can confirm that their patient was a victim of rape and serious physical injuries but cannot interview the patient yet as he was still under sedation after the surgery.
He woke up in the hospital and the doctors explained to him how they have found him, though no one can tell him if they saw the person that brought him there. The investigators took turns into questioning him and he recounted everything from the beginning of the abduction till the on and off memories that he can remember, mentioning that he was rape but did not go on to details feeling that the shame of recounting those memories will be too much and base from the way the investigators are looking at him, he felt being judged, he continued saying that he doesn’t know who took him or remember where he had been taken he said that he can recall tombstones but he was not sure if those are just imaginations his mind was tricking him or if he really saw that. He asked the investigators what was the date was during one of their interviews and apparently he was in captivity for four weeks, four weeks of pure hell.
It took him a week to recover and he thought fit enough to just rest in his home, he wanted to resume his normal life, but looking back he knew he wouldn’t be normal ever again. He wanted to check on his stores for the weeks that he went missing, he knew things would be bad but he was glad that the people that he hired were decent responsible people that tried their best to cope up when he was not there, he knew he should commend them for that for his stores are what he only have left and doesn’t want anything bad to happen to it.
After days and nights of burying himself in the sorting his business, he never did once sleep. As whenever he closes his eyes and drifts off to sleep he instantly dreams of those nights that he suffered, he was being pulled back to those black times when he wished he was dead.
That is when his drinking started he would always awaken perspiring and out of breath his wounds that are now healing seems to throb with pain and the only solution that he thought was drowning it with alcohol so he will pass out numb from anything and everything.
He thought of seeing a psychiatrist as per the advice of his sister, who is unknowing of what had truly happened to him or the extent of the abuse that he received, he just mentioned that he was not getting any sleep. He doesn’t want his sister to worry about him, she just gave birth to his nephew and the stress would be too much for her and she knows her sister, if possible she will fly back to Japan to see him and he doesn’t want that, he cannot think of how embarrassing for him to tell all what had happened to him to his sweet little sister.
During the first months of his release, he frequent the police station just to check up on the progress of the case and he was raging mad as it seems that the head of the police department doesn’t care about his case, he was being dismissed quickly every time he asked for an update, he suspected something isn’t right and he just doesn’t know what it was.
It was painful for Kamenashi to watch from the distance the almost every day checking of Akanishi with the police department, he knew for a fact that the head of the department was working under the boss and a few other big shot syndicates, and may have heard of a few crimes like that of what happened with Akanishi that he was trying not to draw any attention to him by quickly dismissing the complainant.
Akanishi was sort of lucky thought Kamenashi when he decided to bring him to that hospital, the head of the police cannot associate him with the big boss as he was found in that hospital for there were a few big shot syndicates within that district, if Akanishi were found in the hospital with the same district of the big boss, it would be an easy problem to solve for the head of the police will just report it to the big boss and his cronies will take it from there, to forever silence the victim.
Akanishi gave up after what seems to be long months of no update of new leads for his case, he just thought that he will be forever battling this demon inside him and will not get any justice at all, whenever he was on a whim to just challenge the police to give him anything he pass by at the station but never raising his hope up.
He wanted to end his life.
Saved for a fact that there were those nights that instead of dreaming about nightmares he was actually dreaming about that ethereal white figure that was crooning him soft gentle voice telling him that all will be alright and he will save him.
Kamenashi was just waiting for a few more days and he will be able to be totally free of being under the protective custody of the department, his job as their undercover was done months ago, but as the operative people are still planning the capture via entrapment of the big boss, he was cautioned and advised to stay hidden until they have secured the big boss and his cronies in the maximum penitentiary, for they might go after him and his family again. During the time of his undercover work, he was able to supply the department with pictures and videos that shows the cruelty of the boss as well as all his illegal activities involving, human and sex trafficking, slavery, illegal detention of women and minors, drug trafficking.
Three days from now, Kamenashi will be able to face Akanishi and tell him everything that he knows, starting with the first time that they have met in that convenience store. He was unsure on how the other guy will take it once he knew that he was someone involved in his captivity. On how he was used as bait and targeted him all because he showed kindness to him.
Kamenashi just prayed that he can do something to help the other guy understand and possibly forgive him.
The clock is striking midnight on the anniversary of his blackest life.
He was waiting for the pills that he swallowed to take its effect and to take away the numbness he felt.
This is it, he thought, Kamenashi is now at the door of Akanishi’s apartment, he willed himself to go to his apartment to tell him the good news that the police people were successful in their entrapment and the big boss and his cronies were served with their subpoenas and they are going straight to the prison.
Justice will finally be served.
He knocked on the door, no answer.
He tried again, and still no answer, he felt something isn’t right.
He forced his way inside and found him laying on the couch unmoving, white foamy bubbles on his mouth.
He was so scared of losing him, the first man that he had ever loved, yes love, for the truth just dawned on him now, he loved Akanishi with all his heart, he loved him ever since their eyes met there on the convini, he love him for he showed that he cared for him, he love him because when he was held by him, he felt needed, worthy and happy.
The drive going to the hospital went by like a blur, he was put into emergency and doctors were trying to revive him, pumping his stomach to remove all the pills that he had swallowed, all along Kamenashi was silently praying and asking his maker to help the doctors and nurses in reviving his love, so he can at least tell him that he love him once and beg for his forgiveness.
If the doctors found it strange that their patient had scars all over his body, they never asked him, but informed Kamenashi that it was very fortunate that he got there on the hospital that time for any minute more the patient could have died for the pills that he swallowed were already in its dissolving state and will trigger massive organ failure. The doctors told him that the patient will be alright, though they will keep him for a few days just to make sure that no other complications will occur, and then he was ushered to his room.
Akanishi lay there on the bed motionless, with only the soft beeping sound of the monitor can be heard, Kamenashi then let the tears fall, he was holding his tears when he rushed him in the hospital and even when the doctors were operating on him, but he was alone now with his love, he felt that it was now alright to let those tears fall for it represents all the hurt and sadness that he felt for Akanishi, for all the sufferings that he endured because of him.
He sat down next to his love and held on to his hand, gently and silently praying for a miracle.
He was back in the hospital again; same thing last year, the only difference now is that he can remember some things before he was totally out of it. He remember swallowing the pills that he took from his store and waited for it to take effect, and when it did he thought that his mind was playing tricks on him coz he saw the same angelic face that cared and saved him during those dark nights, he even listened to the soft voice that his angel was saying, he wanted to just stay like that so he can be with his angel a little longer, when the next thing he remembers is that he is now lying on the operating table with masked faces of doctors looming in on his, he knew they were trying to save him.
But he much preferred to be saved by his angel.
Soft sobs can be heard
Someone was saying something he cannot understand
His hand felt wet
Akanishi finally opened his eyes and found someone sitting next to his bed with its head bent down, with his hand enveloped on his. It felt weird because he loved the feeling of those hands holding him, he gently squished the hands that were holding him and there he found his angel.
The same caramel brown eyes filled with tears are now looking back at him
“You’re awake!” Kamenashi exclaimed, holding ever more tightly his hand
“You’re here” Akanishi said, though it had been such a long time since he last saw this person, but he felt that he was always been close to his heart
“I am so sorry” Kamenashi said still the tears kept on falling down on his cheeks
“You don’t have to be, it was probably a spur of the moment back then” Akanishi said thinking that the reason why this guy was saying sorry was due to his non show up on his invitation on the last day he saw him
“No, not just that, there’s a lot of things I want to say to you and I want you to understand and forgive me” Kamenashi rushed on explaining pleading with his eyes
Akanishi doesn’t have any idea what the other guy was talking but something inside him tells him that this is no longer just about him being stood up but something far more serious.
Kamenashi doesn’t know where to start his explanation but one thing he knows he should do, he must introduce himself
“I am Kamenashi Kazuya, I have one younger sister and we live with our Aunt in her small apartment, currently they are under the protective custody of the Women and Children’s Department for I was hired under false pretense and was made as a trade sex slave and on the day that you were abducted was the last time that you saw me, and your pain was because of me” Kamenashi started though he hated retelling all that had happened but he knew that Akanishi deserves to know everything.
When he started telling the other guy the story he was holding on to his hand so that he can draw strength from it, but right after he mentioned that he was the reason for his abduction, Akanishi let his hand go.
He felt that the physical separation tore at his heart, he felt abandoned but he deserves that.
“I never thought that you will be caught in the middle of this cruelty of the boss, every time that he will use me and torture me and physically hurt me, I will go to that convenience store to buy the same things that I bought when we saw each other, I taught myself of healing my injuries for I knew that I will not stay there for long, I must escape. And on the first day that we’ve met, I thought that the same usual old man will be there, the cronies of the boss already knew him and taught him his lesson for speaking to me, so I was comfortable just walking in there and when you talked to me, there seems to be something in you that I felt really nice, you were nice to me and that is where I knew I was wrong, I tried not to notice you but when you’ve followed me outside and I am thankful that you did for I may have fallen but I was also scared for you, for the boss’s cohorts are there, I thought they did not noticed for they are parked far from the store, but I was wrong, they knew and they saw us and though they told the boss about it, he waited for that last day when we met to have his cruelty. After he used me, he drugged me and told one of his cronies to bring me to you, I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you, the boss threatened to get my sister and sell her and to kill my aunt. The boss knew that you were special to me, he knows it and I knew it, so when the drugs are taking its effect on me, part of my desire was because of the drugs but a whole lot of it was because I thought that was the last time that I will saw you, I thought that he would kill me as what he did to the others before me, what I didn’t thought was that he will take you instead”
All the while Kamenashi was crying as the pains of reliving those memories are too much for him and he darted a quick look at the guy sitting now on the bed, looking far away with eyes so unreadable.
“And so when the boss took me to his one of many hide away in the forest, I thought that there is where I will die, but instead I saw you, and I wanted to help you and take you away from that place but I knew that if I show an ounce of compassion to you, the boss will kill you instantly and that will kill me for I could never ever live seeing the man that I love killed.” He was having difficulty breathing now because of all the labored breathing and crying that Kamenashi is doing, he is now gripping the bed sheet with his two hands and bowed his head low
“I don’t know when I started loving you, you’re the first person that made me feel like human again and that you have made my heart beats again, so seeing you there being tortured, I wanted to take your place and beg them to release you but I got scared my only hope was that I can nurse you back into strength so I can bring you with me when my plan to escape has been completed” Kamenashi added
Akanishi was listening to this guy who is retelling him all those dark times that he experienced exactly one year now, but he was no longer angry nor mad, he just felt a little at peace knowing what had caused his abduction and knowing that someone shared the same experience as what he had made it a little comforting to him that the pain that he has can now be understood by another person.
“I never thought that you will going to make it, most of the times when I was nursing you, you were blacking out or going into dead faint that I thought we might not make it, but I prayed and prayed that you will have enough strength and that a miracle will happen so we can escape”
So it is clear now to Akanishi that the white ethereal figure that was helping him was not an angel from heaven but an angel from this life.
“When they disposed your body in the nearby cemetery I sneaked in the van and I prayed that they will just leave you for you are not moving at all, and my prayers had been answered they left you there and I half carried half dragged you to the car that I hid not far away, and drove to the neighboring district hospital at the emergency doors, I watched you from my car when the medics took you inside and twice I have looked in on you when you are still on the recovery room but stayed away for I was advised by the department not to get visibly involved with you for I may be followed and thus placing you again in danger, I was so desperate to see you and to tell you everything but my under covering assignment has not yet been completed, I was part of the plan to bring the boss and his cohorts along with all his illegal activities down” Kamenashi lifted his head now and was directly looking at the other guy who is equally shedding tears of his own
“And you know what; today I just got a call from the head of the Department telling me that the boss and his cronies are all on their way to the national penitentiary to serve lifetime imprisonment including the head of the police department where you filed your complaint, that is the reason why I came to your apartment, for months now I had been shadowing you, looking in on you to see if you are still holding on and I was very heart broken every time I see that you are looking ready to give up, I wanted to run to you and hug you and tell you that all will be well and your justice will now be yours and mine too”
“But when there was no answer from my knocks, I knew something was wrong, and there you were unmoving and I thought to myself, I will not let you go, I will fight for you for your life to get you back, I am selfish like that, I want you to know everything and I want you to know that I love you” Kamenashi said while kissing the hand of the other guy
“I wanted to die..” Akanishi said in a hoarse voice full of emotions
“I wanted to end this suffering, this pain that nobody knows..” Akanishi said
“Twice now that you have saved my life..” Akanishi whispered
“Twice now that I felt someone was looking after me, and many times during that dark nights of my life you were there for me, those times were my saving grace, there were times that I just wished I would blacked out just so I can conjure you up thinking that I was only able to see you coz you are just figments of my imaginations, but you are here and you are real” Akanishi stated
“I’m sorry for causing you this pain” Kamenashi said
“I’m sorry for being a coward and not telling you earlier” Kamenashi continued
“Hush, don’t say that, you did not do anything wrong, you were a victim here as well” Akanishi said
“The only that matters now is that we are both alive, I am alive thanks to you, and that all those bad people that did this to us are now in prison and we have our lives back and justice given to us” Akanishi mentioned
“Can you ever forgive me” Kamenashi asked
“How can I not forgive the person that I love” Akanishi said and guided the other guy to sit next to him on the bed
“I think I knew I loved you ever since that first meeting, something in you has touched my heart, I cannot point a finger on it but when your eyes met mine, I think I fell in love with you” Akanishi confessed
“And when you seduced me on that last day when we met, I was actually ready to ask you if you mind seeing me again, I was actually looking forward to seeing you and pick up somewhere from there on” Akanishi said cupping the face of the now again crying other guy
“No I think it’s time for you to know me” Akanishi teased
“I am Akanishi Jin” he said
“In love with you, Kamenashi Kazuya” Akanishi lowered his lips to Kamenashi to seal his words with his passion
“And I love you too Akanishi Jin” Kamenashi said
Hi mouth was met half way by Kamenashi who in all his passion shared his heart with the guy that he thought was the most wonderful person in the world.
“So what are we going to do now Jin?” asked Kazuya
“We will start our life together away from here if you want; we will live where nobody knows us” Jin said after kissing Kazuya, hugging him while both of them lay there on his bed
“I like that; can we bring my sister with me?” Kazuya asked
“Yes and your aunt too” Jin answered
“My aunt would probably not go with us, she much prefer to stay here though I think with one of her friends overseas” Kazuya said
“What about your stores” Kazuya asked
“I will place someone to regularly check on them while you are I are away and oversee from there” Jin said
“Thank you Jin” Kazuya said
“No my love, it should be me whose doing that, thank you for saving my life, thank you for entering in my life” Jin said hugging the younger guy tightly
“For fresh start Jin” Kazuya sighed
“For a life together with you, forever” Jin promised
His nightmares left him
Replaced by sunshine and warmth brought by the love that he never expected would still be his
Anyone who would be privy to their story would probably ask why he got by to forgive easily and the simple fact is that nothing should be forgiven
His love was able to conquer everything else
Selfless, giving, constant and all out
He thought he was hopeless, he thought he was chained, he believed he was forgotten, he believed he was unworthy
But something greater than justice was hoped for
They found love
And all other nightmares were just Figments of Imaginations
~^~OWARI~^~
So what do you think guys, my first attempt for such a dark story <3
Huggles,
.muchie
He was wrong.
He woke up without a stitch of clothing on and his butt hurts like hell and there were traces of blood on his legs.
Kamenashi Kazuya was raped by the big boss.
And from that day on, he was made the favorite of the boss, he was used anytime the boss wanted it as told that the boss was taken in with his looks and lusted for his slender body the moment he saw him on his room. He was possessive as well, if anyone ever dared to look at him with what the boss interpreted as anything, severe punishment will be given to the onlooker and he will be subjected to cruelties as well, there were a time when they dine outside and he was made to wear a female yukata without anything underneath and the boss was fondling him and sticking up an egg shaped vibrator up into his ass and played with it while having their dinner, or that time when the boss had a meeting with his cronies and he asked him to serve them some tea and coffee with only a small frilly apron covering his crotch and the boss signaled him to pour some milk on his tea and it turns out that he had a different milk in mind, in front of his cronies the boss jerked him off and asked him to cum into his tea so he can drink his tea hot and if it goes cold he will get punished, the men surrounding the table knows that they should not show any reaction or look at him else they will suffer the consequences but no one can hide the fact that they are feeling hot based on the erections that they are having seeing that lovely guy being jerked off by their boss.
He tried to escape a couple of times and it was not an easy task, the first time he tried to escape the men got to him fast and was taken back immediately to the boss on which the boss was more than happy to give his punishment that turns out to be hanging him upside down for hours and using a beating stick on him, that made it impossible for him to walk for a couple of days.
The second attempt was almost a success, the boss will go away for a business and he took with him almost all of his men, he only stationed two men to take charge of him and his other whores, he knew that it would take him days before he go back for it was not a business meeting per se but more of business killing with the other gang that was threatening his host slash prostitution business, he needed to kill the competition. So he was almost about to reach the courtyard when the guards were sleeping when the former favorite spotted him trying to climb the fortress, he knew that the former favorite resent him for he is no longer getting the nice treatment from the boss, so thinking that he will gain their boss’s favor again, he woke up the guards and pulled him back inside the house. It turns out that the boss decided not to personally pursue the business meeting and was about to go back into the house when his men called him and reported his attempt to escape again, the cronies were ordered to strip him naked and shackled into one of their prison cell awaiting for his arrival. The boss found out that it was his former favorite who found him trying to escape and the boss rewarded him by being his favorite again, they went to the prison cell and the boss had his way with him and all the while looking at his chained whore motioning for the other men to come inside and have their way with him.
He never tried to escape again.
He knew based from previous body disposal that they will throw his body near the secluded area of the graveyard, and prior to this night he already hid somewhere not far away from there his getaway car, waiting patiently for the boss to get tired of their victim and fervently wishing that the captive would last long enough for his plan to take action, he wished that he will be strong enough till the day of their escape, hence at every opportunity that he can, he was bringing their captive medicines to take and tended his wounds.
Akanishi Jin must live, he just must live.
Wrapping his feverish, scarred and badly beaten body, the three cronies of the big boss dumped his body in their van, the same van that was used in capturing him some weeks ago and now being used again to dispose of his body; Kamenashi hid himself at the back of the van, hiding with a black blanket to cover him. They have reached the slope where the graveyard starts and went all the way veering from the normal path of the graveyard till they reached that secluded area where they usually dispose of their captives bodies.
“Is he still breathing?” asked the middle guy
“I’m not sure, his not moving though” said the smallest guy
“Doesn’t matter, he will soon die anyways if he is not dead yet, either he will die from loss of blood or the night crawlers will kill him” chuckled the biggest guy
“It’s a shame that it ended with this one, I kinda liked him” said the smallest guy clearly still lusting for him
“We had our fill of enjoyment, so let’s just find another one” said the middle guy signaling to the biggest guy to help him haul their captive and toss it on the ground
All the while that they are doing that, Kame slipped out of the van and hid in the dark corners of the trees hoping that Akanishi is still holding on, so whilst he waited for the cronies to finish, Kamenashi was saying his prayers that his plans will go smoothly. He just got a confirmation from his friend that his aunt and sister are already on their way to the protective custody of women and children’s department, for months he had carefully and discreetly sent letters to the head of the department asking them to place his family into one and in return he will give them much needed informations about the big boss’s prostitution business as it turns out that the boss had been in the watch list of the department and of the police as there had been too many reports of missing children both boys and girls in the neighborhood and all leads points to the boss but no substantial evidence can be retrieved.
He felt personally responsible for the boss’s latest victim as he took part in scheming him, he felt guilty for he knew of the possessiveness of the boss but still, when he went to that convini and saw the gentleness and the concern on the face of the store clerk, he immediately felt for the first time in ages he was human again, he liked the gentle features of his face, his voice, his nose, his eyes and his lips and he temporarily forgets that he was always in surveillance, hence when he lost his grip on his purchases and the store clerk handed it over to him, he gave him his smile and he knew that the boss’s cohorts saw it, and reported it, but he never knew that they were planning something about it until the last time he went there and the boss after having his way on him, drugging him putting a pill on his butt that he knew was a euphoric pill asked him to dress up like a host and accompany the biggest guy somewhere and though he was surprised he compiled not wanting to get any more punishments, and when they finally stopped at their destination he was surprised to be stopping at the convini store and the biggest guy ordered him to flirt with the person inside or else the boss will punish him.
He was having second thoughts, he much rather have the punishment than to include this innocent guy in the boss’s antics. He knew he was baiting the store clerk when he came inside the store but the pill was taking effect and he knew he was attracted to him and he was secretly wishing that they were on a different world, to have met him under different circumstances but they were not and they were being watched, so throwing himself at the arms of the store clerk who did not resent his advances just made him all the more passionate with his kissing, his dry humping just to release this erotic feel inside of him. And when the store clerk told him to come back again that night so they can continue what they were doing, he was more than willing to come back but he knew it would not happen as the biggest guy started towards the door he knew that the store clerk is now in trouble.
And after a couple of days, he saw him again on that prison cell in the middle of the forest, the boss brought him there as he said that he has a gift for him, but he knew with his cruel heart that it was not a good gift.
He wanted to cry when they started sexually assaulting him, violating him, mutilating him, sodomizing him, hurting him, but he cannot, he knew that the boss was watching him, checking if he will show any signs of emotions for then he will inflict more pain to their captive and he doesn’t want that, he felt guilty enough that he was brought here because of him and all because he felt human again by receiving the affection of the captive.
The three men took off, careless for not checking if anyone saw them, Kamenashi thought that surely that was a hand of the gods for he can just easily go to where the captive’s body is over to his getaway car.
But first he must be taken to the hospital so they can tend to his wounds.
He brought him to the car in the passenger side and was carefully wrapping him in the blanket and was about to put his seatbelt on when the captive pulled his face and kissed him on the lips, he was mumbling about release for he wanted to ease the burning sensation that he was feeling, Kamenashi forgot about the pill that was inserted on him and the ring that was placed at the base of his shaft, he knew that if he did not do something about this, he won’t last long enough till the doctors can take care of him.
“My angel…” weakly the captive spoke
“Hush now, save your strength” Kamenashi hushed
“You saved me…” the captive spoke again this time looking directly at his eyes though still glazed with the effects of the drugs
“No, you saved me” Kamenashi stated for he knew that that was the truth
He kissed him back with equal passion, passion that he knew was real coming from deep inside his heart, and he ached to see the first person that showed his affection in this way, slowly he reached for the captive’s shaft and carefully tried to remove the ring to release the pain that he was feeling and as much as he could, he helped the captive climaxed.
He dropped him off in the emergency entry of a neighboring district hospital, he doesn’t want him to be in the nearby hospital fearing that if the cronies decided to come back in the graveyard and did not find him there they will search the nearby hospitals and he might be found. And he doesn’t want to go inside the hospital fearing that he will be questioned on how the captive suffered such state. He was not ready yet to be associated with him, not when the part of his deal with the department to ensure his family’s protection was to go under cover for them so they can gather enough evidences to lock away the boss and hopefully dissolve the prostitution syndicates.
After placing him on the entry way of the emergency doors, making sure that he was well covered aside from his bloody face visible from the blanket, he went to his car and waited for a few minutes making sure that someone from the hospital will see him, and finally when two nurses looking people opened the doors and saw the captive there signaling for a stretcher to be brought, he finally drove on.
Farewell for now my love.
It was only then that the reality of what the captive means to him was he able to realize that he will try all his might to bring justice to the atrocity that they did.
It took the doctors hours to repair all the wounds that was inflicted on Akanishi’s body, it was as miracle that aside from a couple of infected wounds, all seemed to be tended professionally, he will be having a lot of scars on which the doctor thought can be repaired by cosmetic surgery if the patient wanted it. Though he was severely dehydrated and lost a lot of weight the only major harm done to he was the tear on his rectum that needed surgery. The hospital called police investigators so they can confirm that their patient was a victim of rape and serious physical injuries but cannot interview the patient yet as he was still under sedation after the surgery.
He woke up in the hospital and the doctors explained to him how they have found him, though no one can tell him if they saw the person that brought him there. The investigators took turns into questioning him and he recounted everything from the beginning of the abduction till the on and off memories that he can remember, mentioning that he was rape but did not go on to details feeling that the shame of recounting those memories will be too much and base from the way the investigators are looking at him, he felt being judged, he continued saying that he doesn’t know who took him or remember where he had been taken he said that he can recall tombstones but he was not sure if those are just imaginations his mind was tricking him or if he really saw that. He asked the investigators what was the date was during one of their interviews and apparently he was in captivity for four weeks, four weeks of pure hell.
It took him a week to recover and he thought fit enough to just rest in his home, he wanted to resume his normal life, but looking back he knew he wouldn’t be normal ever again. He wanted to check on his stores for the weeks that he went missing, he knew things would be bad but he was glad that the people that he hired were decent responsible people that tried their best to cope up when he was not there, he knew he should commend them for that for his stores are what he only have left and doesn’t want anything bad to happen to it.
After days and nights of burying himself in the sorting his business, he never did once sleep. As whenever he closes his eyes and drifts off to sleep he instantly dreams of those nights that he suffered, he was being pulled back to those black times when he wished he was dead.
That is when his drinking started he would always awaken perspiring and out of breath his wounds that are now healing seems to throb with pain and the only solution that he thought was drowning it with alcohol so he will pass out numb from anything and everything.
He thought of seeing a psychiatrist as per the advice of his sister, who is unknowing of what had truly happened to him or the extent of the abuse that he received, he just mentioned that he was not getting any sleep. He doesn’t want his sister to worry about him, she just gave birth to his nephew and the stress would be too much for her and she knows her sister, if possible she will fly back to Japan to see him and he doesn’t want that, he cannot think of how embarrassing for him to tell all what had happened to him to his sweet little sister.
During the first months of his release, he frequent the police station just to check up on the progress of the case and he was raging mad as it seems that the head of the police department doesn’t care about his case, he was being dismissed quickly every time he asked for an update, he suspected something isn’t right and he just doesn’t know what it was.
It was painful for Kamenashi to watch from the distance the almost every day checking of Akanishi with the police department, he knew for a fact that the head of the department was working under the boss and a few other big shot syndicates, and may have heard of a few crimes like that of what happened with Akanishi that he was trying not to draw any attention to him by quickly dismissing the complainant.
Akanishi was sort of lucky thought Kamenashi when he decided to bring him to that hospital, the head of the police cannot associate him with the big boss as he was found in that hospital for there were a few big shot syndicates within that district, if Akanishi were found in the hospital with the same district of the big boss, it would be an easy problem to solve for the head of the police will just report it to the big boss and his cronies will take it from there, to forever silence the victim.
Akanishi gave up after what seems to be long months of no update of new leads for his case, he just thought that he will be forever battling this demon inside him and will not get any justice at all, whenever he was on a whim to just challenge the police to give him anything he pass by at the station but never raising his hope up.
He wanted to end his life.
Saved for a fact that there were those nights that instead of dreaming about nightmares he was actually dreaming about that ethereal white figure that was crooning him soft gentle voice telling him that all will be alright and he will save him.
Kamenashi was just waiting for a few more days and he will be able to be totally free of being under the protective custody of the department, his job as their undercover was done months ago, but as the operative people are still planning the capture via entrapment of the big boss, he was cautioned and advised to stay hidden until they have secured the big boss and his cronies in the maximum penitentiary, for they might go after him and his family again. During the time of his undercover work, he was able to supply the department with pictures and videos that shows the cruelty of the boss as well as all his illegal activities involving, human and sex trafficking, slavery, illegal detention of women and minors, drug trafficking.
Three days from now, Kamenashi will be able to face Akanishi and tell him everything that he knows, starting with the first time that they have met in that convenience store. He was unsure on how the other guy will take it once he knew that he was someone involved in his captivity. On how he was used as bait and targeted him all because he showed kindness to him.
Kamenashi just prayed that he can do something to help the other guy understand and possibly forgive him.
The clock is striking midnight on the anniversary of his blackest life.
He was waiting for the pills that he swallowed to take its effect and to take away the numbness he felt.
This is it, he thought, Kamenashi is now at the door of Akanishi’s apartment, he willed himself to go to his apartment to tell him the good news that the police people were successful in their entrapment and the big boss and his cronies were served with their subpoenas and they are going straight to the prison.
Justice will finally be served.
He knocked on the door, no answer.
He tried again, and still no answer, he felt something isn’t right.
He forced his way inside and found him laying on the couch unmoving, white foamy bubbles on his mouth.
He was so scared of losing him, the first man that he had ever loved, yes love, for the truth just dawned on him now, he loved Akanishi with all his heart, he loved him ever since their eyes met there on the convini, he love him for he showed that he cared for him, he love him because when he was held by him, he felt needed, worthy and happy.
The drive going to the hospital went by like a blur, he was put into emergency and doctors were trying to revive him, pumping his stomach to remove all the pills that he had swallowed, all along Kamenashi was silently praying and asking his maker to help the doctors and nurses in reviving his love, so he can at least tell him that he love him once and beg for his forgiveness.
If the doctors found it strange that their patient had scars all over his body, they never asked him, but informed Kamenashi that it was very fortunate that he got there on the hospital that time for any minute more the patient could have died for the pills that he swallowed were already in its dissolving state and will trigger massive organ failure. The doctors told him that the patient will be alright, though they will keep him for a few days just to make sure that no other complications will occur, and then he was ushered to his room.
Akanishi lay there on the bed motionless, with only the soft beeping sound of the monitor can be heard, Kamenashi then let the tears fall, he was holding his tears when he rushed him in the hospital and even when the doctors were operating on him, but he was alone now with his love, he felt that it was now alright to let those tears fall for it represents all the hurt and sadness that he felt for Akanishi, for all the sufferings that he endured because of him.
He sat down next to his love and held on to his hand, gently and silently praying for a miracle.
He was back in the hospital again; same thing last year, the only difference now is that he can remember some things before he was totally out of it. He remember swallowing the pills that he took from his store and waited for it to take effect, and when it did he thought that his mind was playing tricks on him coz he saw the same angelic face that cared and saved him during those dark nights, he even listened to the soft voice that his angel was saying, he wanted to just stay like that so he can be with his angel a little longer, when the next thing he remembers is that he is now lying on the operating table with masked faces of doctors looming in on his, he knew they were trying to save him.
But he much preferred to be saved by his angel.
Soft sobs can be heard
Someone was saying something he cannot understand
His hand felt wet
Akanishi finally opened his eyes and found someone sitting next to his bed with its head bent down, with his hand enveloped on his. It felt weird because he loved the feeling of those hands holding him, he gently squished the hands that were holding him and there he found his angel.
The same caramel brown eyes filled with tears are now looking back at him
“You’re awake!” Kamenashi exclaimed, holding ever more tightly his hand
“You’re here” Akanishi said, though it had been such a long time since he last saw this person, but he felt that he was always been close to his heart
“I am so sorry” Kamenashi said still the tears kept on falling down on his cheeks
“You don’t have to be, it was probably a spur of the moment back then” Akanishi said thinking that the reason why this guy was saying sorry was due to his non show up on his invitation on the last day he saw him
“No, not just that, there’s a lot of things I want to say to you and I want you to understand and forgive me” Kamenashi rushed on explaining pleading with his eyes
Akanishi doesn’t have any idea what the other guy was talking but something inside him tells him that this is no longer just about him being stood up but something far more serious.
Kamenashi doesn’t know where to start his explanation but one thing he knows he should do, he must introduce himself
“I am Kamenashi Kazuya, I have one younger sister and we live with our Aunt in her small apartment, currently they are under the protective custody of the Women and Children’s Department for I was hired under false pretense and was made as a trade sex slave and on the day that you were abducted was the last time that you saw me, and your pain was because of me” Kamenashi started though he hated retelling all that had happened but he knew that Akanishi deserves to know everything.
When he started telling the other guy the story he was holding on to his hand so that he can draw strength from it, but right after he mentioned that he was the reason for his abduction, Akanishi let his hand go.
He felt that the physical separation tore at his heart, he felt abandoned but he deserves that.
“I never thought that you will be caught in the middle of this cruelty of the boss, every time that he will use me and torture me and physically hurt me, I will go to that convenience store to buy the same things that I bought when we saw each other, I taught myself of healing my injuries for I knew that I will not stay there for long, I must escape. And on the first day that we’ve met, I thought that the same usual old man will be there, the cronies of the boss already knew him and taught him his lesson for speaking to me, so I was comfortable just walking in there and when you talked to me, there seems to be something in you that I felt really nice, you were nice to me and that is where I knew I was wrong, I tried not to notice you but when you’ve followed me outside and I am thankful that you did for I may have fallen but I was also scared for you, for the boss’s cohorts are there, I thought they did not noticed for they are parked far from the store, but I was wrong, they knew and they saw us and though they told the boss about it, he waited for that last day when we met to have his cruelty. After he used me, he drugged me and told one of his cronies to bring me to you, I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you, the boss threatened to get my sister and sell her and to kill my aunt. The boss knew that you were special to me, he knows it and I knew it, so when the drugs are taking its effect on me, part of my desire was because of the drugs but a whole lot of it was because I thought that was the last time that I will saw you, I thought that he would kill me as what he did to the others before me, what I didn’t thought was that he will take you instead”
All the while Kamenashi was crying as the pains of reliving those memories are too much for him and he darted a quick look at the guy sitting now on the bed, looking far away with eyes so unreadable.
“And so when the boss took me to his one of many hide away in the forest, I thought that there is where I will die, but instead I saw you, and I wanted to help you and take you away from that place but I knew that if I show an ounce of compassion to you, the boss will kill you instantly and that will kill me for I could never ever live seeing the man that I love killed.” He was having difficulty breathing now because of all the labored breathing and crying that Kamenashi is doing, he is now gripping the bed sheet with his two hands and bowed his head low
“I don’t know when I started loving you, you’re the first person that made me feel like human again and that you have made my heart beats again, so seeing you there being tortured, I wanted to take your place and beg them to release you but I got scared my only hope was that I can nurse you back into strength so I can bring you with me when my plan to escape has been completed” Kamenashi added
Akanishi was listening to this guy who is retelling him all those dark times that he experienced exactly one year now, but he was no longer angry nor mad, he just felt a little at peace knowing what had caused his abduction and knowing that someone shared the same experience as what he had made it a little comforting to him that the pain that he has can now be understood by another person.
“I never thought that you will going to make it, most of the times when I was nursing you, you were blacking out or going into dead faint that I thought we might not make it, but I prayed and prayed that you will have enough strength and that a miracle will happen so we can escape”
So it is clear now to Akanishi that the white ethereal figure that was helping him was not an angel from heaven but an angel from this life.
“When they disposed your body in the nearby cemetery I sneaked in the van and I prayed that they will just leave you for you are not moving at all, and my prayers had been answered they left you there and I half carried half dragged you to the car that I hid not far away, and drove to the neighboring district hospital at the emergency doors, I watched you from my car when the medics took you inside and twice I have looked in on you when you are still on the recovery room but stayed away for I was advised by the department not to get visibly involved with you for I may be followed and thus placing you again in danger, I was so desperate to see you and to tell you everything but my under covering assignment has not yet been completed, I was part of the plan to bring the boss and his cohorts along with all his illegal activities down” Kamenashi lifted his head now and was directly looking at the other guy who is equally shedding tears of his own
“And you know what; today I just got a call from the head of the Department telling me that the boss and his cronies are all on their way to the national penitentiary to serve lifetime imprisonment including the head of the police department where you filed your complaint, that is the reason why I came to your apartment, for months now I had been shadowing you, looking in on you to see if you are still holding on and I was very heart broken every time I see that you are looking ready to give up, I wanted to run to you and hug you and tell you that all will be well and your justice will now be yours and mine too”
“But when there was no answer from my knocks, I knew something was wrong, and there you were unmoving and I thought to myself, I will not let you go, I will fight for you for your life to get you back, I am selfish like that, I want you to know everything and I want you to know that I love you” Kamenashi said while kissing the hand of the other guy
“I wanted to die..” Akanishi said in a hoarse voice full of emotions
“I wanted to end this suffering, this pain that nobody knows..” Akanishi said
“Twice now that you have saved my life..” Akanishi whispered
“Twice now that I felt someone was looking after me, and many times during that dark nights of my life you were there for me, those times were my saving grace, there were times that I just wished I would blacked out just so I can conjure you up thinking that I was only able to see you coz you are just figments of my imaginations, but you are here and you are real” Akanishi stated
“I’m sorry for causing you this pain” Kamenashi said
“I’m sorry for being a coward and not telling you earlier” Kamenashi continued
“Hush, don’t say that, you did not do anything wrong, you were a victim here as well” Akanishi said
“The only that matters now is that we are both alive, I am alive thanks to you, and that all those bad people that did this to us are now in prison and we have our lives back and justice given to us” Akanishi mentioned
“Can you ever forgive me” Kamenashi asked
“How can I not forgive the person that I love” Akanishi said and guided the other guy to sit next to him on the bed
“I think I knew I loved you ever since that first meeting, something in you has touched my heart, I cannot point a finger on it but when your eyes met mine, I think I fell in love with you” Akanishi confessed
“And when you seduced me on that last day when we met, I was actually ready to ask you if you mind seeing me again, I was actually looking forward to seeing you and pick up somewhere from there on” Akanishi said cupping the face of the now again crying other guy
“No I think it’s time for you to know me” Akanishi teased
“I am Akanishi Jin” he said
“In love with you, Kamenashi Kazuya” Akanishi lowered his lips to Kamenashi to seal his words with his passion
“And I love you too Akanishi Jin” Kamenashi said
Hi mouth was met half way by Kamenashi who in all his passion shared his heart with the guy that he thought was the most wonderful person in the world.
“So what are we going to do now Jin?” asked Kazuya
“We will start our life together away from here if you want; we will live where nobody knows us” Jin said after kissing Kazuya, hugging him while both of them lay there on his bed
“I like that; can we bring my sister with me?” Kazuya asked
“Yes and your aunt too” Jin answered
“My aunt would probably not go with us, she much prefer to stay here though I think with one of her friends overseas” Kazuya said
“What about your stores” Kazuya asked
“I will place someone to regularly check on them while you are I are away and oversee from there” Jin said
“Thank you Jin” Kazuya said
“No my love, it should be me whose doing that, thank you for saving my life, thank you for entering in my life” Jin said hugging the younger guy tightly
“For fresh start Jin” Kazuya sighed
“For a life together with you, forever” Jin promised
His nightmares left him
Replaced by sunshine and warmth brought by the love that he never expected would still be his
Anyone who would be privy to their story would probably ask why he got by to forgive easily and the simple fact is that nothing should be forgiven
His love was able to conquer everything else
Selfless, giving, constant and all out
He thought he was hopeless, he thought he was chained, he believed he was forgotten, he believed he was unworthy
But something greater than justice was hoped for
They found love
And all other nightmares were just Figments of Imaginations
~^~OWARI~^~
So what do you think guys, my first attempt for such a dark story <3
Huggles,
.muchie