but you don't seem to mind
it feels good to be home. I'm not being productive in the least however. I've got a paper and an entire semester of stuff to do for a course I'm taking and I've hardly started it. And i've got 14 days left. I'm gonna need to crack down on that one.
Do you ever sit back and try to see your life objectively? I step back and try to figure out why I let certain things happen sometimes, and usually it just leaves me more confused than anything. I wonder what I did that caused reaction x from person a. I don't know what I did. I don't like that I hurt them, or that things won't turn out the way I wanted or hoped that they would, but I don't know what to do to make it better. Or to make it work out. And it makes me sad. But my hands are tied.
Australia in 14 days. WHAT?
oh man, i'm exhausted. and i've been spending tooo much money lately. I've got to chill on that.
Do you ever sit back and try to see your life objectively? I step back and try to figure out why I let certain things happen sometimes, and usually it just leaves me more confused than anything. I wonder what I did that caused reaction x from person a. I don't know what I did. I don't like that I hurt them, or that things won't turn out the way I wanted or hoped that they would, but I don't know what to do to make it better. Or to make it work out. And it makes me sad. But my hands are tied.
Australia in 14 days. WHAT?
oh man, i'm exhausted. and i've been spending tooo much money lately. I've got to chill on that.