Oct 12, 2005 02:30
today we failed another room check. Not for being messy, but for having dishes on the counter. This makes failure #2, which also means a $25 fine for everyone in my suite, which equals $200 total, which also is a load of bullshit. Honestly, $200 over dishes on the counter. Somehow, that doesn't seem right or fair. I get the feeling that some people might just happen to see why I get annoyed with this school. And i'm sure stuff like that happens at every school, but staying at home with free room and only paying tuition sounds FAN FREAKING TASTIC right about now. Also, I'd like to add, that even though we will pay $200 for having our dishes on the counter, no one cleaned our bathroom today. That is, no one EXCEPT FOR ME. and i'm being made to pay money to clean my own damn bathroom. damn it. it pisses me off.
On another note, it's 2:30 AM and i'm not tired yet.
Saw Waiting tonight with Steph and Annie. It was good. Funny, yet somehow not as funny as I had expected. We ate dinner after and then got some coffee. Then I came home, did the dishes, cleaned the bathroom, and watched a movie with aaryn and leah. I'm the only one who actually finished the movie. Surprise: the movie made me cry.
I have like 20 million errands that i need to do tomorrow. Most important on the list:
GET MY OIL CHANGED BEFORE MY CAR FREAKS OUT.
I had an amazing drive home tonight. Windows down, cool breeze, JM3 playing some good music. Amazingly relaxing.
I notice that I hate driving more and more. It makes me so tense and afraid.
What the hell am I doing up right now? Why am I not tired?
I need your arms around me, I need to feel your touch.
I need your understanding, I need your love so much.
You tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care, but when I need you baby,
you're never there.