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i used to feel like i was too lenient as an RA... and when the RD said that "everyone should think we're a**holes by now" a while back made me feel bad and hope i could be a better RA. i thought, "yeah! i can be mean, i dont care if they dont like me, i'm not here to be liked necessarily, i'm here to be enforcing rules"... but now that people actually think i'm a bitch.... i dont like that idea so much... heh heh. .....sigh. its the job.
but maybe now that Ron and I have more time to be by ourselves individually during the week i can work on being a rule enforcer and a friend... its so hard to balance when they say to be really really harsh, and then that they dont care. its so flip-floppy!
i am really excited for thursday. my mom and her fiance are coming up to maine with me and Ron and spending thanksgiving with his family, and then they'll go home that night and we get to animal-sit for his mom and stepdad. we get to relax and play house, pretty much. and his brother will be joining. i love his family. and i love being in maine with him. even though i dont really like maine... the feeling i get being up there with his family ... waking up to the trees and farmland outside the window....
and a SWEET chicken that you can PET. haha
<3
but maybe now that Ron and I have more time to be by ourselves individually during the week i can work on being a rule enforcer and a friend... its so hard to balance when they say to be really really harsh, and then that they dont care. its so flip-floppy!
i am really excited for thursday. my mom and her fiance are coming up to maine with me and Ron and spending thanksgiving with his family, and then they'll go home that night and we get to animal-sit for his mom and stepdad. we get to relax and play house, pretty much. and his brother will be joining. i love his family. and i love being in maine with him. even though i dont really like maine... the feeling i get being up there with his family ... waking up to the trees and farmland outside the window....
and a SWEET chicken that you can PET. haha
<3