images and cookie cakes
i don't really know where to begin.
for the first time in a while, i feel excited about my future. Excited that i just might do what i want. Excitied for the fact that i am going to Cali in 2 weeks to see my potential new school, as well as my cousin the fashion designer. i just hope to have another one of those "clicking" moments, where you know you are on the right track, and that this track feels good. i just want my future to feel good and somewhat planned out. still thinking about italy, and when it is best to go. there is an internship in Milan that i have to save up for, since its "molto costoso", i.e. very expensive. so much planned.
well. . .a week of going through my grandparents house, has made me scared of being a pack rat. he had TONS and TONS of drawers, boxes, bags of old newspapers, old magazines, old bank statements, everything old and everything stashed away. eventually we had to get a dumpster, there was so much shit. but i got all the furniture and little accessories that i wanted. and i got to go through some old family pictures, that made my day. its weird cleaning out your grandparents house. you see how much these people have accumulated over the 60+ years living in that house. i am sad to see it go. its strange but i think that i will miss the smell. i cannot describe it really but i can recognize it instantly. but i guess that i cannot complain about cleaning the house since i got some awesome furniture with a retro vibe, some cool vintage clothes that i will try to get fitted, and some awesome clutch purse. there was a lot of memories and growing up done in that house, and its sad to see it go.
life goes on i guess.
spring break is next week, and i have definetly already started.
woot.
<3
for the first time in a while, i feel excited about my future. Excited that i just might do what i want. Excitied for the fact that i am going to Cali in 2 weeks to see my potential new school, as well as my cousin the fashion designer. i just hope to have another one of those "clicking" moments, where you know you are on the right track, and that this track feels good. i just want my future to feel good and somewhat planned out. still thinking about italy, and when it is best to go. there is an internship in Milan that i have to save up for, since its "molto costoso", i.e. very expensive. so much planned.
well. . .a week of going through my grandparents house, has made me scared of being a pack rat. he had TONS and TONS of drawers, boxes, bags of old newspapers, old magazines, old bank statements, everything old and everything stashed away. eventually we had to get a dumpster, there was so much shit. but i got all the furniture and little accessories that i wanted. and i got to go through some old family pictures, that made my day. its weird cleaning out your grandparents house. you see how much these people have accumulated over the 60+ years living in that house. i am sad to see it go. its strange but i think that i will miss the smell. i cannot describe it really but i can recognize it instantly. but i guess that i cannot complain about cleaning the house since i got some awesome furniture with a retro vibe, some cool vintage clothes that i will try to get fitted, and some awesome clutch purse. there was a lot of memories and growing up done in that house, and its sad to see it go.
life goes on i guess.
spring break is next week, and i have definetly already started.
woot.
<3