35
Already not a good start to my 35th birthday... I only got about 4 1/2 hours of sleep this morning
At any point in my life, I never would have believed that I would be where I am at right now. I went to college and have nothing to show for it. Yeah, I have 'jobs' to make money, but they will never amount to much and no matter how hard I tried in the past and found something I did like, it would never work out for one reason or another. 2 years ago I thought I had a great opportunity to help start a business, but by this time last year, it had fallen apart... I have had more failed relationships than I want to think about, some which were my fault and some which were all theirs... Yes, I have a lot of people who I call my friends, but I still feel like something is missing.
What this amounts to is that I'm now 35 and basically a loser...
At any point in my life, I never would have believed that I would be where I am at right now. I went to college and have nothing to show for it. Yeah, I have 'jobs' to make money, but they will never amount to much and no matter how hard I tried in the past and found something I did like, it would never work out for one reason or another. 2 years ago I thought I had a great opportunity to help start a business, but by this time last year, it had fallen apart... I have had more failed relationships than I want to think about, some which were my fault and some which were all theirs... Yes, I have a lot of people who I call my friends, but I still feel like something is missing.
What this amounts to is that I'm now 35 and basically a loser...