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Yeah, so I have been hating my life for quite some time now.
Even though I now know that a certain someone was never truly emotionally available from the beginning, because of what had been done to them in their past, it still hurts like hell having to go through what I did last fall. The thing is, he isn't even much like the old friend I used to have either because he has just wallowed in his private black hole and allowed his own fears to get the better of him for at least a year and a half now....
Because I see him most every day of the week I see and feel things about what is going on with him that others don't. That also makes it hard because nobody understands it the way I do...
Even though I now know that a certain someone was never truly emotionally available from the beginning, because of what had been done to them in their past, it still hurts like hell having to go through what I did last fall. The thing is, he isn't even much like the old friend I used to have either because he has just wallowed in his private black hole and allowed his own fears to get the better of him for at least a year and a half now....
Because I see him most every day of the week I see and feel things about what is going on with him that others don't. That also makes it hard because nobody understands it the way I do...