Feeling Stupid
As the title suggest...I'm feeling stupid, little naive and little sad.
Perhaps I was being idealistic when I got myself into this so called fairytale romance. Today I was made to feel like I meant nothing, si! Niente...
Perhaps I'm being irrational? Non lo so. However, I feel as if I've been kicked in the stomach...plus a stab in the heart a little...a small prick in the heart, not more, but not less. It still hurts.
It just really hurts. I feel so silly feeling so much pain over this. I always told myself not to believe in sweet words, but it seems I'm not invulnerable to feelings. I'm a fool.
A fool.
A crying, hurt fool. Damnit.
Perhaps I was being idealistic when I got myself into this so called fairytale romance. Today I was made to feel like I meant nothing, si! Niente...
Perhaps I'm being irrational? Non lo so. However, I feel as if I've been kicked in the stomach...plus a stab in the heart a little...a small prick in the heart, not more, but not less. It still hurts.
It just really hurts. I feel so silly feeling so much pain over this. I always told myself not to believe in sweet words, but it seems I'm not invulnerable to feelings. I'm a fool.
A fool.
A crying, hurt fool. Damnit.