I've Learned What It's Like...
Laying here in bed with 3 HUGE mosquito bites...a tragedy.
Not sure what to say really, personally I think I need to forget about him but when we're together it all seems so sweet and nice I can't let go.
I guess I say I should let go and leave him because I know at the end it's going to hurt, but I know it's going to hurt just the same now if I leave. True I could be in deeper but such as life, huh?
His girl, he's my man...I'm not sure what that translates as but whatever, I'm trying not to read into things too much. But when he turned to me when we had an argument and said "Fine, you're single now" I had the thought...'but I thought I always was :S' So really, I don't know. I guess we're meant to be exclusive now, but not quite official. I think. Gosh, I'm confused. To be honest, I don't care, it's all a label. I like him, and enjoy spending time with him so that's all that really matters at the moment.
I cried the other day cos I felt homesick. I miss my number 1 and I miss my family. I guess I miss Kay so much cos I know I can't be there for her when she needs me and I was pretty upset about Ale and I arguing :( So I wished sooo much she could just be there for me, but it's so hard :(
Been trying not to eat so much pasta, but it's hard when it's pasta everyday :S and ice cream! Omg Tiramisu ice cream is my favourite EVER. LOVE LOVE LOVE...
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