Patience...

[mu_beta]

... is certainly a lot easier to write than to practice... Especially the way I have decided now - instead of many instances of patience for very short period, stacking it a bit up toless but longer periods.
I just need to make sure I find the right balance, that I don't fall over in the state where the feeling that makes me impatient, slips away and gets replaced by a 'don't care' mood...