Want I Didn't Need and Just What I Needed

[mtyto]

So last night was not a great night. The reason I came to Japan raised its ugly head again. I just wish it would go away, but when I least expect it, it pops up. Still I am glad I came. So last night I had a very restless night, part of it spent staring at ceiling, on the balcony having a cigarette with the cold concrete under foot letting me know

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[dantrb]

Hey, acting as a gorilla to help you forget your troubles beats the heck out of acting as a jerk, hehe. I hate being alone with nothing to do. My mind always try to find sad things to think about. Don't let those ugly reasons show up again. Throw some gorilla poo at then :D

Hugs you way

[mtyto]

Thanks.

[poeloops]

ooh sounds like you didn't settle previous 'baggage'. always comes back to haunt you..and i wish i were there to hug you on the cold concrete.

suck in the good innocent beauty the kids ooze! you're in a good job; i envy you so much. :)

[mtyto]

I thought I had, but.... I don't know.

[poeloops]

things will work themselves out, you know that.

SNOG!

[mtyto]

Yeah it usually does. SNOG!!! and a gentle grope.

[mtyto]

That's very kind of you.

[jeneration]

I thought you went to Japan because you wanted to do something different after finishing uni...

Obviously there is more to the story.

I know I'm a long way away and possibly linked in some way to whatever is haunting you, but if there's anything I can do other than sending vegemite, tim tams and virtual hugs,

let me know.

[mtyto]

No, your not linked to the problem, you have been and always will be a good friend. Your care packages mean so much.

[johnspiff]

aw hugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggssssssssssssssssssssssssss

[mtyto]

Ta luvvie